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Lounge@Heyuri
I used to wear headphones pretty much all of the time.

I was neglecting work, that in principal I enjoyed but couldn't bring myself to do. I was years late on contracts I had already been paid for. I would have liked to live, to spend time outside with other people, to create, but if I tried I would feel overwhelming guilt, and tell myself I would sit down and work. Instead I would put on a podcast, or music, or play video games, or otherwise consume, and put off thinking about it to tomorrow. I did this for about ten years.

I was aware of what I was doing, but to sit with that knowledge was very uncomfortable. I consumed when I went out for groceries, while I cooked, when I was on the bus or just walking around, when I was in the shower, when I got into bed, and first thing again in the morning. My inner monologue atrophied. To take off the headphones and just sit felt like tugging on a bandage that has melded to a crusted wound.

I hope my case was extreme, but the truth is many people are so constantly stimulated that they cannot bare to sit with their thoughts. It is impossible to be fully human in such a state, with an entire branch of your thought process suppressed.

I'm not sure how I stopped. A close friend died and that certainly helped snap me out of the loop. I'm not sure I would have gotten out without an extreme event as catalyst.

Now I set time aside for music. I focus on it properly, like I used to when I got my first pair of headphones. I never wear them in public.
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>and to allow it into your subconscious unabated is to invite the dissolution of self into the infinite screaming void whence it first emerged
Isn't death literally the returning to whence you emerged, prior to life? And death is natural, and not very scary. So, how does this make a case against music? If anything, your words imply that music puts you in touch with what is eternal and true (though I myself don't believe in this stuff, pretty sure Earth was popped out the slick pussy of a MILF planet)
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I've been long concerned with these types of behaviors.
I've spent the last three months listening to almost no music at all, except for two occasions I sat with some works of Scarlatti and Bach.
Unplugging in general will lend you so many things. Original and better thinking, and being able to see the world in a more honest light. They who claim the opposite is true for them are, most likely, zoomers who would get misdiagnosed with ADHD.

("zoomers" = rule 8) banhammer

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>>15829
sitting with your thoughts IS terrifing. when i am overwhelmed by mental anguish i have an intense urge to bang y head against a wall or otherwise hit myself, whether i do or do not do this the anguish will dissipate with time but if i do not i feel for quite a while afterwards disasociated and numb and that i am missing something important. it is true that we are replacing and ignoring large swaths of ourenvironments through representations such as music but sitting in isolation brooding over your private impressions will not get it back. this anquish occurs as the direct sensual world is calling to an all-to conceptualy occupied and abstracting mind. minding leads only to more "thinking" of this kind compleatelly ignores raw perception as the unconceived

percepts not concepts
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good to hear, funny enough I tend to wear headphones without listening to anything, just relying on the ANC to keep things quiet. I should probably accept more the surrounding noise, well the sounds of nature can be nice. Chatter, automobiles and TV/phone noise... much less.
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Listening to music or podcasts is just one of many ways people try to forget about themselves. At that rate, what difference does it make.

Off-Topic@Heyuri
cat
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キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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>>188755
hahahaha cute i love funny kittens
everyone post more funny kittens and i will too
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キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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Anyone else think cats are pretty badass? If one was scaled to the size of a tiger you'd probably be running.

Off-Topic@Heyuri
snake sex
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NOT ALLOW. :angry:
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kill it with fire

Off-Topic@Heyuri
Serious: Heyuri, do you believe in the paranormal/supernatural? I'm getting to the point in my life where I feel there's definitely something.
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>>188803
I haven't seen a ghost but I know people who lived in a haunted house. Lights kept going on and furniture kept moving. It was creepy and you'd hear something walk upstairs at night.

A personal experience I had was I heard a voice and suddenly my gut felt like I got stabbed. It was so painful, there was no one there but I felt like I had to get out of where I was. I left the building and probably less than an hour later the building was on fire. Gut feelings are real, folks
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>>188756
> I've met a few people in my life that aren't crazy
we're all crazy down here, on this planet ヽ(´.`)ノ
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>>188809
>I left the building and probably less than an hour later the building was on fire

thats pretty interesting actually.. whatd the voice say?
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I don’t live near any but I’ve known some people that have lived with spirits and swear by it.
We can see every colour and we can’t explain everything. Lots of things exist without our knowledge of them.
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ive done some ceremonial magic before with inexplicable phenomena. there is truth here. the visible spectrum of light visible to humans is only 0.0035% of the entire electromagnetic spectrum, a mere fraction. there is clearly much more to life than what is shown to us.

Off-Topic@Heyuri
Are nyu more of a VIDEO guy or more of a SUPER 8 guy? (´.`)
https://archive.org/details/paris-match/page/n39/mode/1up
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The VIDEO is blocking her butt. :angry:
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super9 is lame as its 16.9, 4.3 is superior aspect ratio!
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banned by nyu now i only live to ban nyu

Off-Topic@Heyuri
I don't scroll social media, nor am I interested in other imageboars/forums/whatever. Heyuri is the thing that distracts me from the task at hand. I have exactly THREE MONTHS to turn my life around, so I want you to BAN ME. Fucking BAN ME for 4 months. I don't HAVE TIME for this. I have THREE MONTHS. If I don't make this happen in THREE MONTHS, it's OVER FOREVER. Make it so that I can't even access the site anymore PLEASE.
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DENIED

you aren't going ANYWHERE
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clownflare is already making this site almost impossible to use.
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don't forget: you're here 4evar.
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What happens in THREE MONTHS?
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Poo in your bathroom sink and you will get your ban

2D Lolikon@Heyuri
konomi
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キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!

Off-Topic@Heyuri
(´・ω・)つ(・(・ 
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OLD HAG TITS! :dizzy:
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put on a bra you disgusting hag!!!1 (゚血゚#)
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i looked at old picturs@moms pc, found some lewd pictures she took of herself, panties and no bra...:nyaoo2:
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>>188837
you forgot 2 attach the pic 2 your post
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yes, i would, but... eh~
i had to look at teh image twice... :sweat2:

Off-Topic@Heyuri
I'm tipsy and it's bringing out the gay in me. Why do I EVER fap to women? Why do I EVER think about women? Why do I desire female companionship? A cute boy would be so much better in every regard. Fuck women (but not literally).
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>>188781

Rest assured, not a female particle in my body
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>>188789
messaged you ^^
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>>188772
why be gay when traps are right there
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I need a man so bad that's exactly what i've been talking about
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>>188800
Still gay.

>>188804
That's even gayer.
:hardgay:

Flash@Heyuri
キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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Off-Topic@Heyuri
supaida desu ga, nani ka?
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bakemono supaida desu

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Miniatures are cool. :nyaoo-closedeyes:
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all aboard the wiener train
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キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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Anime/Manga@Heyuri
It's comparable to Mononoke or Jigoku Shoujo, but makes use of moar in-depth knowledge about Buddhism, Japanese folklore and rough knowledge of names of places in Japan. It's easy enough to look up stuff while watching, and enjoy it regardless :biggrin:
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cool! So was it worth teh watch? :3
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yes, I liek'd it :biggrin:

I rarely don't like any anime
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i dl it, teh artstyle lookz amazing!

Off-Topic@Heyuri
File: 13744196-720p.mp4
(45.9 MB, 1280x720) ▶
48130484
キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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Why feet? Feet is overrated. Get a good fetish

Off-Topic@Heyuri
Send trance and hardcore music you would put in a Heyuri themed DJ set!!
( ´ω`)
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>>188453
Everything from this album is rori-themed and this is the best:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9uTlYj0uFxE

M.I.Factory - ちっぱいぱんCD
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how about we have an actual heyuri url show? people put together dj sets with visuals (done live or not, doesn't matter) and send the mp4s and then we stream it somewhere

Off-Topic@Heyuri
キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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pretty sun set

Flash@Heyuri
キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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Off-Topic@Heyuri
"EVERYBODY ROW!"
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ROW ROW FIGHT THE POWAH
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Is this a slave ship? :nigra::nigra::nigra:

Off-Topic@Heyuri
school is boooring. can't wait to watch a new episode of soul eater
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>>188670
wow your dumminess is new to me. you don't call an episode new if it aired 20 years ago you call it the next :closed-eyes:
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>>188674
yes autist, but to everyone else it's obvious that's what he meant (´∇`)σ
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>>188674
But it's still airing. Anime didn't even exist 20 years ago, you dork :x3:. Unless you like astro boy or something
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>>188689
youre joking right:sweat:
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so true bestie

Off-Topic@Heyuri
663294
ugh... why do I always get into trouble like this... (;´Д`)
her throne appeared out of thin air (;゚Д゚)
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>>188729
i think many have not understood the sexyness of the entire leg and perhaps they accuse. reverse mating press content please
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>>188734
>reverse mating press content please
Are you kidding?! have you seen how much blackmail material she has on me so far?! (;´Д`)
Do you want me to give her even more?!
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women dominate with their feet
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>>188738
may your love for one another be fully intense, pure, and true
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>>188744
thank you ヽ(´∇`)ノ

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