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i lack willpower. i can't focus on anything beyond a few hours in a day or two. how do i fix this

hello
i would like to create my own AI chatbot from scratch and train it on heyuri posts, but i dont know where to even start
the most that i get by searching online is people telling me to use existing models to do this and that, but i want to make everything from scratch (everything!!!) and most importantly I want it to run locally on my computer, the problem is that i dont know anything about the topic
if you have knowledge or resources that I can look up that could help me please share them here even if it's just to tell me i'm a fool for even thinking of doing something like this and that i should gently place my cheek on the rails and yell "here comes the train!" mere seconds before my death at the young age of 45

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While you were wasting your life on the internet, i beat The Legend of Zelda: Oracle of Seasons

how is flying in russia? i assume aviation in russia is long past the aeroflot deathtrap planes, but i am interested in how the service is on the airlines there. ive only ever flown 1 russian made jet (sukhoi superjet with interjet to mexico city before they went bust) so im interested in how the other russian planes are like. ive never been to russia and will likely never go due to the travel ban/im too poor.

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If you are looking for a horror story that proves just how bad the new "iPad kid" is and how much worse it is going to get, this is it.

I was raised in a neighborhood where there was not a single other kid. Nobody was my age, so I was already pretty isolated. My parents gave me an iPad the year it came out (I think I was around 4-6) and since then I was hooked. I got addicted to youtube and would spend entire days watching mindless content. Throughout my entire childhood, I never played any sports, never had any real hobbies, and rarely even went outside. I just stayed inside at a time in my life when I should have been running around with other kids socializing. Youtube and videogames. That was it. There were times when I was interested in picking up a real hobby. I wanted to play basketball at some point. Another time, I got interested in parkour and wanted to do that. Later, I got interested in martial arts. I saw all kinds of videos where I watched people do these things. I wanted to start.

My parents never let me do them. It was too much of a hassle to drive me to a place where I can do something in the real world. It was easier to just leave me with my iPad, being overstimulated in my little room.

I never developed any real social skills. I am horribly myopic and basically blind without my glasses. It feels like my whole childhood went by in just the blink of an eye when I try to remember it, because nothing ever really happened. I was first exposed to porn at 11 and was immediately addicted. This porn addiction stayed with me for years afterward. At the age of 14, I stumbled into various political extremist communities and was radicalized, leading me to espouse their views. I was pulled into all kinds of dark extremism without even knowing it.

When I went into high school, I could not connect with anybody. I couldn't even keep a basic conversation going. I could not make any friends, because I was simply incapable. I could not comprehend the concept of being social or establishing friendships. During my entire 4 years of high school, I made a total of 2 friends. I watched everybody else around me socialize and it would sometimes make me cry, because I did not know how to interact with people and create real connections like everybody else. Whenever I talked to people, they seemed repulsed by me, because I had no understanding of social norms or proper mannerisms. I would unintentionally push everybody away. I felt robbed of my teenage years.

To this day, I feel like I am still dealing with the consequences. I have since kicked the ideology I was brainwashed into believing in by assholes online. My social skills have improved drastically, but I still have other issues that I am working through. I feel like I might be damaged in all kinds of other ways that I am not even aware of yet. It angers me knowing that I could have had a real childhood, real connections, and real experiences. I still resent my parents for being so complacent, leaving me in my room for the internet to raise me and turn me into a cave dwelling freak.

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