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Two days ago, I had created my character. She was in my head, and sent me positive signals and all that. I had spent two days telling her about my daily life, my interests, and I introduced her to everyone.
Yesterday, when I got home, I did the dishes with her, and then I tried to build her.. that's when things went wrong. Y'see, I'm one of those retards who can't visualize things when they close their eyes. I can't even see a bright red apple. So of course, I started doubting myself, and then I stopped getting signals from her. After that, I started to panic, and I tried to have a lucid dream in an attempt to see her, so I could get advice on how to bring her to my world.
I failed. I didn't lucid dream, and now she's dead.
No life companion for me :emo:
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>>162795
Uh... an explanation of your statement would be nice, you know
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>>162738
I can imagine an apple but I don't literally see it... Maybe I'm retardz0r too :nagato:
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>>162791
>tulpas go insane if they realize they're just an imitation of a character you want to fuck.
I don't think mai waifu would care that she's a clone or imitation, she just wants to get her way.
She's already a bit of a lunatic which is why I'm hesitant, this does NOT mean I don't love her, I just want to be at my best.
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which mashimaro would be the least likely to be upset that she's a tulpa I created to be my wife/cum toilet?
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>>162796
it's well-documented that people with aphantasia can see dreams and the existence of aphantasia itself is also obviously well-documented

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fellas... I'm doing a heroic dose tonite
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>>162763
fish them out of the trash, man!
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>>162746
Yes, only a couple times did I get my hands on legit acid. dissociatives are honestly crazy, and I found them much more life changing than traditional psychedelics. it's nearly impossible to describe and any attempt at doing so would be crude, but dissos unlock a greater perception of mental and spiritual faculties. psychs have this as well, but they focus more on enhancing and altering the senses and your relation to the world in response to an inner state.

put in another way that might make more or less sense: dissos expand the conscious experience exponentially in a focused direction depending on perception(out of body experiences where you can perceive individual atoms that make up your body and interact with them, etc), while psychedelics are more multiplicative - a holisticism that connects many different parts of the brain and senses together in novel ways.

DXM in particular is very chaotic drug. A lot of it depends on genetics, body weight, and how you metabolize it (its a right handed analog of codeine), so for some people it really sucks, and then there's people like me who metabolize it really well and have crazy experiences.

>>162751
I'm a dex veteran. I don't know how many times I have done it, but no one in their right mind should've drank as much cough syrup as i have done in a lifetime. it was way too easy to get, cheap, and legal as a minor in my state. honestly, if you haven't tried it its definitely worth looking into after some diligent research. the main problem people have is the digestive issues and the nausea, which if you read enough you can get around with stuff like lemon tek. dxm is very basic and you have to cancel it out with an acid.

my best experience was mixing both lsd and dxm together, but that combination has a tendency to mentally cripple many who try it. in my case, it was more intense than DMT or ayahuasca, though I never 'broke through' on the former.
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>>162763
:sweat::cry:

>>162770
Oh fun! Magic :nyaoo:
I would probably never touch it myself since acid is so abundant, clean, and cheap, in my circumstances it is infinitely easier than DXM and DXM sounds scary :sad:
I would die from histamine anyway, one night of turbo amounts of acid would literally cost under 3$
As if God knew when creating the universe and humans that we would want to and how we would want to trip and specifically designed an extremely potent and extremely tiny chemical for such purpose that would be much cheaper than beer, that would cause no addiction, no harm, and only help realize the nature of reality in the most lovely manner :dizzy:
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>>162825
Yeah i know some people can have a crazy histamine reaction on DXM alone, makes you feel like your skin is on fire among other things. DXM pharmacology is extensive and complex so there's a lot of weird interactions. plenty of other dissociatives exist that don't do that though, if you were interested in that kind of experience. the great thing about this age is the abundance of funny research chemicals and mystery powders i can get delivered to my door.

Maybe I'm just a scrub, but when I used teh d4rkn3t, 100 mike blotters were like $5 dollars per, sometimes more. Are the vials way cheaper?
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>>162826
Listings I mean are very pure 2$ 300s or less pure 1.3$ 300s, they just mail them blatantly only covered with a thick blank paper so that it passes as a letter

I heard they used to put decoys back in the day which drove up prices, now they do not care for smaller packages
The dutch supply the entire earth in synthetics because they have such low penalties, actual labs get probations when raided :xd:

Liquid acid is expensive as hell and technically it is just blotters dipped into ethanol, a n00b bait, do not buy it, pointless

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AAAaaAAAAAaaAAAaAaaAAAAaaaAAAAAaAAAAAAaaaaAAAAAAAAaaaaAAAaaAAAAAaaaaAAAAAAA
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キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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spin thread and no hina? for shame heyuri...
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キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!

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get a load of the barrels on these :drool:
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OH YEAH. That's some real warfare right there. Put away your pussy remote-controlled drone shit, this is how you take out distant targets LIKE A MAN. :cool:

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did you masterbate today :biggrin:
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I wanted to but i have an ingrown hair on my pubes:cry::dark:
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Yep, just did. I forgot to for a couple days, but this thread reminded me :biggrin:
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yes, twice in the last few hours
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not yet but i did twice last night
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3 times :angry: I was trying to quit❗

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nnyyuaggh *drools* (´¬` )
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>>162623
take a chill pill
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>>162628
he's right y'know
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>>162627
what the fuck
i was into kevin spencer before everyone decided to hump him. this is an outrage
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>>162474
>>162501
I did this to her
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>>162592
We love IVU anon :biggrin:

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prepare to be nyu'd (in 3 hours) :smile:
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You guys think I have time to beat off before the stream starts?
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>>162792
I don't know about you but i can always finish in under 2 minutes :cool:

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Heyuri, my wife sent me this
What do I do?!
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She's alerting you that I got her pregnant. Really sorry man, I'll wear protection from now on :\
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DIY abortion nao!
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>>162785
Chen stop trolling! You have been very mean since I first met Ran! :sad:
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>>162785
>>162787
It seems to be common for children to dislike their step-fathers, at least at first
>>162786
No, it's a sin

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hands up muthafucka!
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>>162743
RETURN FIRE! :angry:

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Come play with us, Anon
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Are you out of your fucking mind?
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sure! waaaai! *jumps in* ヽ(´∇`)ノ
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don't mind if i do! :hokke:
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:kuma6: Okay!

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𓃗
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𓃗=馬 :dark:
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𔑮!!!
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nay

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Aren't a good number of viruses blocked by your router? The rest either rely on tricking you into running a program (updates can't stop that but reduce the damage it can do) or come from javascript garbage or browser exploits (less dependent on operating system flaws). although there is zero-click malware around; but if a malware is zero-click it probably also has tricks to bypass the latest updates.

If you close listening ports and don't port forward, it should be safe enough.that relies on you trusting that your router works properly and that the virus isnt already inside your LAN or has exploits targeting routers.
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>>162693
Also in a weird way, windows updates has turned into a bit of a malware itself.

-deletes your settings randomly
-sometimes causes your programs to not work
-places ads or popups
-takes up cpu cycles and network connections
-frequently breaks or causes your pc to shutoff, making it so you need to troubleshoot or reinstall
-spies on you
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>>162694
besides the ads and spyware part this is identical to the average experience of using a rolling-release Linux distribution
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>>162681
Linux can't run as many exe and dll files as windows can which means windows is better and the colors on my screen look like they're managed just fine by W10.
>>162694
None of these things have ever happened on my computer while using ShutUp10, other than the taking up cpu cycles and spying part.
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not my broplem ヽ(´ー`)ノ

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Just took one of these, what am i in for? :nyaoo:
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They add fent to keep you hooked don't do it :cry:
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>>162573
>They add fent
now i HAVE to do it! (゚∇゚)
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do... do you w-wanna go to the gas station bathroom and do some genuine horny goat weed with me? ( ´ω`)
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>>162543
Prepare for an EXTREMELY puckered butthole. :biggrin:
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WAKE UP! :waha:
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I am awake, but I wish I wasn't .. :dark:
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Dibnahs rleady
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>>162678
I remember where this is from: someone fell asleep in a different room while waiting for their stew to cook. They woke up after a good 6 hours, and found this black sludge.

Do you think you can preserve meat in it like those old tar pits with animals stuck inside?
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tasty
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stew.tar.gz


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