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Ever since I managed to somewhat grasp the highest principle and the ultimate truth for all existence - emptiness - I immediately stopped fearing anything, and all my worries disappeared the same hour to never come back.
And my life in fact is complete and fulfilled.
I don't wish for anything anymore.

I can't truly be angry but I can't truly be happy.
All my actions are a residue of the soul set on one way path; to be extinguished completely.
A warm body that will ultimately carry no soul and no will.
Lack of will would fuse me into one singular entity with all existence.
For me to be an integral part of it and not separate; with no form and no boundary and no illusion.
Neither dead nor alive, conscious or unconscious, free or enslaved, benevolent or malicious.

All success and praiseworthy things leave me in an indifferent pokerface ultimately.
A tiny bit of joy that goes away within seconds, or minutes if it is a lifechanging victory.
Same is the case of failures, leaving me sad or angry for seconds if they are severe, but that is it.
All success and failure leave me only with recognition that things that did happen did happen, but no consideration of importance or meaning because they are subjective and therefore wrong.

I do not see a reason for posting it other than an example of me still living the illusion to an extent, but I wonder how long it will last like this.
I cannot love, I cannot hate. Cannot miss anything and cannot wish for anything. Everything ultimately is colorless, shapeless and tasteless.
I have no hobbies anymore and there is less and less things that would bait me into participation in this illusion.
I have found a very deep peace. I will live long in peace, but I sometimes wish I lived and died in ignorance and illusion as an animal that nature made me.

My life is long enough to notice how I was essentially different people at different stages of development that I cannot in any way relate to at the moment. As if my memories were dreams and not reality. Echoes of my past characters do not bounce anymore and they are silent, the world has no memory if it despite being reality years ago.
It is so illusory that it serves me as an indirect proof of boundlessness and formlessness of everything, that I could've been anyone and I wouldn't have noticed it forever. A proof for emptiness.

Is this the part of the process of how the path goes?

Post soundtrack:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNCUiRYydP0&t=48
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No.134263
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better fitting soundtrack in my honest opinion
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0sA6-qm4qFo
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No.134265
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>>134263
xp
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No.134266
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>A warm body that will ultimately carry no soul and no will.

So you became WARM but you cannot fall in LOVE, nor learn how to LIVE.
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No.134234
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ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!
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No.134235
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knock her block off biggrin
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No.134260
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>>134234
He's gonna shiggy her last diggy
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No.134250
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Why is thinking soooo hard??? crycrycry
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No.134253
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i wouldn't know😁 i dont think.
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No.134254
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When you finally think, you realize it suckz, but its already too late, now its super ez and theres no going back to mindless hapPENIS cry
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No.134255
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It's like... you know, um, well, uh. I think... wait, no, it's not like that... um. YEAh! YEAH!!!!!
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No.134256
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WAFU~
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No.134052
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it's kinoshita rumi ヽ(´∇`)ノ
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No.134240
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>>134092
I'm here!!! I didnt see!!!xd
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No.134241
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>>134240
HEYURI! ヽ(´∇`)ノ
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No.134242
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>>134240
YOU WIN!!!!!111!11!!!!
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I will talk about this pantsu shot for years to come. Thank you! 💦🙏
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No.134252
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>>134240
PANTSU GETTO!
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No.134218
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you know, Virtua Racing is so fucking stylish that I can almost believe they made it look so sharp, flat, and digital on purpose (as opposed to the fact that they didn't have any hardware that could map textures onto things lol)
seeing the promo art lean into it really sells that feeling, even if it really was just them dealing with the limits of what Sega knew how to design in 1992

the game still plays so fucking well too
god, I miss when Sega kicked ass
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that being said, the look doesn't work for people at all
Virtua Fighter 1 looks like ass, and so do all the humans in Virtua Racing, lmao

even this rendered promo art can't help it; they look about as bad in game when you see them
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goddamn, I'm a bit rusty (;´Д`)
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No.134227
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>>134219
Hell, I'd still hit it. biggrin
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No.134237
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Those are some sexy women. nosebleed
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No.134238
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>>134237
Hawt, even. drool
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No.134231
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My first post ｷﾀ━━━(・∀・)━━━!!
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FIRST REPLY TO HIS FIRST POST
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No.134236
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>>134232
FIRST REPLY TO HIS FIRST REPLY TO HIS FIRST POST
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No.134222
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ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!
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No.134226
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Kill her and absorb her powers. biggrin
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Suddenly, HAWT YURI RAEP ORGY!!!!111!!!1. drool
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>>134228
ZOMG RAEP
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No.134059
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Is this heaven? nosebleed
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>>134094
We're over here though
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No.134159
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>>134098
What if stuff like this actually happens constantly at Japanese onsens but the crafty Japs have preserved perfectly secrecy about it to gaijin by making them believe it only happens in doujins? unsure It all makes sense it's a conspiracy!! angry
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Lolis in bikini are real.
Loli maids used to be a real historical thing (I want one cry).
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No.134223
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>>134098
sauce?
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No.135321
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>>134223
teh numbers in teh filename are pixiv IDs nyaoo-closedeyes
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/<insert here>
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No.134211
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Stallman-sama .. onigiri
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No.134213
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windows is better
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No.134217
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nosebleed
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No.133830
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delicious balsamic sauce drooldrooldrool
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No.134170
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>>134156
>>134157
This reminds me of a dream I once had.
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No.134172
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>>134170
licking it from a VAGINA?
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No.134182
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>>134172
Nah, encountering a shadow lass.
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>>134039
daughter fuckers > motherfuckers lolico
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oyakodon is justice
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No.134208
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ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!
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No.134209
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>>134208
DICK MISSILE IN BUTT. biggrin
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No.134212
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Homing cock missiles, someday.
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No.134214
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god bless our troops
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No.134184
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ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!
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No.134210
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Neko Koneko Kosaka.
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No.134191
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ANUS is serious business (ﾟ血ﾟ#)
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No.134192
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I WANT TO SLAP THAT BUTT ヽ(`Д´)ノ
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No.134193
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>>134192
*SLAPS YOU*
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No.134194
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>>134191
If it's so serious, how come I can't see it? （ ´,_ゝ`）
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No.134199
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I AM SERIOUSLY AROUSED
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No.134207
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extremely attractive curves
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No.134185
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IM TEH FUKKEN RAPE SCATMAN
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No.134186
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Nice 2 meet u smile
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No.134190
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bee bop bop bada bo
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No.134187
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oh noes!1!11! emo
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No.134189
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god is dead all is lost
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