Chen, she's everywhere! most powerful with her tail!

>>168966
let's play mahjong!

>>168449
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>>168408
hot

>>168972
>>168980
Heyuri I am sorry, I am a fool

>>168980
>first generation 1950s lobotomizer Monoamine oxidase inhibitors
I think if you get that far god wants you dead

I just got a better mood, I am smiling
Initially I got tinnitus in my left ear making sporadic but steady low cicada/grasshopper noises, as days passed they were getting more continuous and sound like some high frequency sound and now it is getting less and less audible
My right ear began to have grashoppers before I realized my left ear was getting better and I panicked that I am fucked, but it turns out that the silver lining is that it almost certainly will go away
A couple of days ago I feared static because it emanated the same darkness/blindness you get from standing up too fast, dark spaces would be full of static that I could not make out any shape in and everything bright was glittery, like reflections from a river that blind you randomly if you look at them, and also it felt like I am having vision akin to old tape movies from 100 years ago where there were dark spaces between images and I freaked out, now I don't feel that old tape darkness almost at all and static is much less pronounced

Today I was on the verge of passing out the entire day, my spine and ribs hurt like hell, I was very depressed but actually depressed, these weird tickly feelings in my upper body, I felt no power in hands and legs as if I moved bricks for 20 hours straight, I felt cold and nothing could warm me up, my fingers and toes were completely cold
I noticed that each time I get a mental rape episode my condition improves noticably, left ear tinnitus is barely noticable, so sweet because I hated it so much, right ear next in a week or so I hope

I will not do drugs anymore, response to psychedelics is a whole multiple month long inveitable rape, and I am lucky to end up like this considering everything. Not everyone gets it as light as me. Not really worth it since I forgot most of what I saw by now. Things that happen there are not that deep, definitely not worth risking frying a brain forever just to see them, they are only deep because tripper in this state finds everything extremely wonderful. Shapes that you see there is just your brain generating weird mathematical functions and making them pretty with textures also made of smaller functions and so on, if you can draw the most random symmetrical functions and make functions inside them then you do not need to take drugs. Psychedelia seems like some mental medication solely to cause you extreme neurological reactions if you take away their colors. I could feel my trip and the poisoning alongsi

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>>169025
jeez man, get a grip. mattaku...

>>168989
no ure not!!!!

you have no idea how lulzy this is to me at night

kagy PENIS

LOL

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*trolls u*

niggers... even on heyuri, we have niggers...

waha

Now that no one is looking, I can take a shit in this thread.

HHHNHNNNGGH


no one will ever notice this because no one ever goes to page 2

shit, sorry (;´Д`)

>>169026
NOOOOO WHAT THE FUCKKKKK

Hope you bought insurance.

>>168852
Amazeeng!

...

one step ahead of you, nya~

I only still use YouTube (most video sites, really) because of yt-dlp and uBlock Origin and similar, although I will say that video discoverability has gone straight to hell in the past 5 years.
Being able to build a big media library of shit I actually want to watch and listen to has been great, and I probably wouldn't have bothered if YouTube hadn't shit the bed so hard.

libretube is kinda useful as a frontend if you're on mobile, and supports downloads
annoyingly, it won't mux all the pieces into one file, I'll need to go do some ffmpeg magic if I want to export the files I downloaded off of the phone
it has a lot of problems, but it's infinitely better versus using YouTube directly while on the go

>>168253
some people dont know that truly good people end up nowhere and unabble to make the world a good place...and all the people lauded in the media as do-gooders of some renown are just robots .everything is controlled. to truly make the world a good place...money must be done away with[ lol people will crush you..just to have a little xtra thats what the ''city'' is for to create monsters] 1. no money.2 everyone lives from the land and makes their own essentials. no electric,no cars,etc....and then the good and evil people would havve to recognize each other and ..war...and perhaps after the dust settles..and everyone lives from the land..not enslaved ..in small loving communities...then perhaps the world may become a good place....but that is a fantasy..we have alien masters or demons that want us to suffer. or perhaps just play ole human hierarchy of evil ....one thing i have learned..is if you are truly good and unbending..you will suffer and your road will be arduous....so dont try to make the world abetter place...just watch your back and be wary and if you want things and the life..you have to be both a minion..and smart..and of some use.....i think of all the kids misled by ''make the world a better place''crap...fear and greed are powerful things watch out for them in people.

>>168322
i cannot stop using yew chub. all the creators i like, all my playlists, all the win vids, every single song, cover, remix, its all there. obviously i use alternative services when i want a break but youtube remains the main 1. adblocker makes it more tolerable but the search engine is god awful

>>168361
>it is extremely easy to learn where to start. There are resources everywhere you look （ ´,_ゝ`）
YEAH MAYBE I MAY HAVE JUST NOT BEEN LOOKING HARD ENOUGH
LOL
BEEN GETTING A LOT MORE HELP WITH THINGS AND STEADILY LEARNING BUT NEED 2 BE MORE DILIGENT
>Don't bother. For the price point you can find an old optiplex that'll store more, run faster, and generally be less of a bitch to work with.
HUH MAY BEE BUT I JUST THOUGHT PROGRAMMING A RASPBERRY PI WOULD BE COOL SINCE IT WOULDN'T TAKE MUCH SPACE UP SINCE I LIVE IN A 5X5 METER CONCRETE CONTAINMENT UNIT
Also idk if i can get RAM for it very cheap but i've heard for what i want to do raspberry pi should be fine, but i guess it might just be better to have a whole computer

>>168987
>IT WOULDN'T TAKE MUCH SPACE UP SINCE I LIVE IN A 5X5 METER CONCRETE CONTAINMENT UNIT
Pis function better if you treat them as FPGAs with more features, not as a useful server. If you need a small computer to not be seen because you're deploying it outside, that's what they're best at. Otherwise they're a hassle.
Optiplexes usually come with RAM

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>>168738
is eazy to get, amputee girls means free use

>I don't get the amputee fetish ..
it makes sense when you approach it from the girl's perspective. without arms or legs you're totally dependent on a caretaker, which means no agency which means no responsibility. you don't have to get a job or make decisions for yourself. lots of girls find this concept extremely desirable.

also, free use

1) it's funny how human body truly looks without that long unneeded parts, the sticks you have
2) her children would be completely normal

>>168812
well they better dream about aging down then

>>168864
>her children would be completely normal
but she wouldn't be able to embrace them, that's sad （ ´,_ゝ`）

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aka... ERO!

police ero ftw!

It's time to enter to murica illegally

>>168949
If this is how the police and prison guards looked like I'd be committing tax fraud right now!

Actually I am doing that anyway, but it'd be nice if they looked like that

>>168932
are you a French Heyurizen?

>>168933
meow

i think this one has a deep meaning that escapes me

meow

hes the reason why europe cant have monarchy (due to ww1) and why it sucks so much today (ww2), if you like that, then i guess hes cool lol.

>>168880
europe is the most homosexual continent anyways

>>168880
'hes the reason why europe cant have monarchy' great!

Да благословит Бог СССР, да благословит Бог вечную рабочую революцию, тысяча проклятий царистам и реакционерам!

you know what you have to do anon...

>>168894
...assassinate von der Leyen?