ZOMG (・∀・)(・∀・)(・∀・)

my dear kuzya (*´Д`)ﾊｧﾊｧ

>>168624
is it juts me or is this kao's blush actually red???

looks blue to me

>>168610
how to get the kaguya x kuz rape scene?

shieet, ya'll sum funny niggas

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WIN

>>168630
i lol

>>168630
LOL (he missed all shots)

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>>168226
awwww

>>168226
im happy someone enjoyed it so much that they made fan art

>>168232
someone also drew her in oekaki!

>>168226
winrar

>>168226
you've improved a lot over the last year, italy.

>>168565
Have you had it?

>>168567
Oh yes very much. Although it has been 3 or so years since I've last tripped so things have normalized to some degree, but it is simply one of those things that will never leave you. For better or worse, once your mind is open it cannot be fully closed. Such is the lot of the shaman class. With people that can't handle it, they can always go to jebus or something.

Also, you cannot be broken; there isn't a self to be broken in the first place (anatta). It's the conservation of mass, energy cannot be created nor destroyed. What is observed as self is particular rivers or streams of Karma that flow back into the same ocean. Rather than an outright denial of individuality or core essence, I simply find this paradox of selfhood to be a good reminder for non-attachment.

>>168568
I went to the deepest depth and I felt it all. When it started going bad during comedown (for whatever reason) I feel like it was too explicit and I got sucked into that train of thought. I consciously do not fear emptiness and I know it to be correct but while I still am alive in a human form bound by human world then this experience b0rkz humanity, you no longer are a human or even alive. I entirely know emptiness and I wish I never entirely experienced it, too soon. Human life feels correct only if you immerse yourself in human world, otherwise you are out of place and continuation makes no sense as there is no ego to propel intentions and channel them into actions, and emptiness breaks ability to immerse with such a tiny and imaginary thing as human experience. Once you leave the mind and you cannot fully return you feel stuck between worlds belonging to neither, but I wonder how much I got fried chemically and how much we spiritualize it beyond reason.

At first I had a proper and complete ego death and no consciousness, but as consciousness started fading back stuff started feeling odd, long story short derealization/depersonalization and everything accompanied by extreme negative feelings and all mental illnesses imaginable. I suspect my subconscious just got scared or fried.

I simply wish for my ear to go back to normal, mood swings to end, and return to this illusory human life as much as possible (my silent hope is to be able to trip again one day just for sharpening senses, I love music on acid in particular). I am very susceptible to suggestion at the moment so please lie to me that I am alright and how I will heal, it will accelerate it. I will write myself a note with a pen and read it saying that, I will cover everything with such lies. That is the single thing that kept me from boundless insanity during it and I repeated it non stop for over 25 hours. So much so that my subconscious does not trust me at all (because it was still suffering despite me assuring it) until now and it got scared reading your response. I felt the same kind of ultimate fear as on acid, I breathed coldest sharpest air of death. So please help my mind reattach with my body a little and tell me what I wish to hear rather than anything else like reality. I need to distance myself from nirvana.

Placebo is as real as reality for the mind. Therapy is a placebo ultimately, therapist lies to you depending on what you want to achieve, they make up a self fulfilling proph

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>>168587
>I consciously do not fear emptiness and I know it to be correct but while I still am alive in a human form bound by human world then this experience b0rkz humanity, you no longer are a human or even alive.

For me, the realization of nothingness gave me peace through its singular clarity. I would rather accept a painful truth than a comforting lie. This place is illusion/maya, but that doesn't mean that there aren't great experiences and things to learn here. The goal is to be in the world, but not of the world.

When one is injured, there are two types of pain: The physical pain being felt, and the mental pain. The second kind of pain is a self-inflicted anguish - acceptance of this is Nirvana. The ultimate fear of the ego is the loss of ego - yet it is an important part of interacting with reality. It isn't something to be shucked away by any means, and it would be impossible to do so. Be like that dead Osiris whose remains were scattered across the corners of the earth by Sett, and ascended from his trial in the underworld with even greater strength. Jesus too, when he died for three days and three nights had descended into hell, had taken the keys from Satan himself and rose from the dead. Death is not something to be feared, for it is merely a doorway. It is possible to simultaneously have an ego and yet forsake its attachment. It's a paradox by nature, ineffable and divine. In the occult it's called 'the mysteries'


I won't lie to you, but from experience I know you're not screwed by any means. Your brain and your body have extraordinary healing abilities with a proper will. For a while I thought I would never get better too, but here I am. I recommend grounding techniques during those difficult transitory periods of life in the dark night of the soul. Cold showers and exercise are forms of yoga (yoga simply means 'to be one with the body') that I found particularly effective. It's quite difficult to have any sort of dissociative feelings in that state.

This is an issue I ran into quite frequently as I was too smart for my own good and would spend a great deal of time in my head. The goal is to get into that flow state, or Tao, through whatever means is suitable. Creating art, sojourns through nature, and what have you. Those are the things that life is about. Animals are the best observation of this, they suffer from none of our mental woes, a cat lives as a cat and does what a cat does. You can think, or you can do - you can't do both.

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>>168590
Nevermind I had a mental low yesterday

My ears feel better, I see corners sharper (I had rainbow spilling around bright things and light bending), text does not wobble unless I explicitly try really hard to make it move, minor things remain like static noise in vision and other tiny anomalies, also vertigo, nausea and dizziness and mental lows but they are nothing compared to two weeks ago

Time to schedule the next psychosis mind rape, it was surreal beyond human comprehension, no words can explain what was happening and looking back I cannot even fathom any of it, the mental pain and the hells exceed any human scale, it was magical until my brain fried, sorry for taking up your time

I wish I could screenshot what my eyes see and post it (or rather take videos, everything is moving and morphing so a screenshot is a poor representation), or record sounds that I hear

I could edit a song to sound somewhat like what I heard but it would take ages and extreme skill, I would also need the original files and not just a flac. I could hear every detail, I even heard too early cuts in one song for some background instrument notes where the author cut reverb he added to an instrument before it dies down naturally so it aligns with the duration of the base note itself, it felt awkward, a rookie mistake. I listened through all of them and I cannot notice which one it was. Brain overclock does wonders, it was so audible and distinct each time that note played, now after a month I could not locate it.

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>HNW
hell yeah , princess army wedding combat was pretty good honestly

>>168566
>princess army wedding combat
Today, I just realized they have their own Bandcamp page.

>>168532

For sure i’ll give there gorenoise a listen for sure.

>>168521
WATCHU HOOD LIKE IS IT ROUGH IS IT TOUGH?!?

>The Inalienable Dreamless.jpg
win...

guess i will get a job as a plumber, wait.. taxi dr... um, cook?.. eto~ um. slave? no.. i..

GIRUGAMESH!!
ERROR: Please update CUDA drivers before generating more fake videos of robots
da heelll iz a COODA rivah? shut da hell up robot bitch
it COODA be getin mah doordash in heah fo i take a hammah to it
shit ya nigga im stahvin fuk steve jobzz or whoevah run dis gay ass shieeet im out
we takin deez robits too dey repuhrayshuns yo
fo real

>>168572
>high res screen
Oh, I thought "pasokon" mean PC, as in a desktop. Anyways Dell Latitudes are alright.

I got 1440p 240hz for under 300$
It was previously returned by the customer, it normally was like 800$
Really I could not find anything making it bad, probably dude just did not enjoy it as much as he wished and returned it, it has been working for over a year

>linux
>high res screen
pick one

>>168602
why?

>>168585
cool, but a laptop and not desktop.

>>168586
this is neat!

asus zenbook looks damn sweet, but i could might aswell just buy and old think thinkbook, but idk what models are good.

>>168607
because on a high res screen everything looks tiny and doesn't scale properly

>2508 unique users in the last 10 minutes (including lurkers)
Eh, I'm pretty sure it is in fact b0rked

4k+ lurkers

Teh AI bots are stealing our p0sts!

child support... (;´Д`)

accidental teen pregnancy ( ´ω`)

who can remember every single woman they've touched?

>>168599
pure boys who dont go around touching random women

>>168558
so my mom and sisters...
that's about seven mongoloids in the world, assuming no twins

The easy way to bathe a cat

NOOOOOOOO DONT DO IT!!!!Σ(ﾟдﾟ|||)

Upper decker then flush

i like wet pussy

i wanna be flushed next (´人｀)

>>168327
>i dont have much hope for people self-hosting
That's the excuse of the year!

>>168333
> I think the general spectrum of dumb-smart is stretching in both directions
Dumb smart follows equally as hard; they just follow the things they think are counterculture until they get sick of them like this guy.
The critical mass for things to actually change will probably never be achieved. I'm not saying to give up, I'm saying to not pretend that isn't the case.
>>168336
>it is just very hard to even learn where 2 start
it is extremely easy to learn where to start. There are resources everywhere you look （ ´,_ゝ`）
>Wanna learn how to use a raspberry pi for it
Don't bother. For the price point you can find an old optiplex that'll store more, run faster, and generally be less of a bitch to work with.

I only still use YouTube (most video sites, really) because of yt-dlp and uBlock Origin and similar, although I will say that video discoverability has gone straight to hell in the past 5 years.
Being able to build a big media library of shit I actually want to watch and listen to has been great, and I probably wouldn't have bothered if YouTube hadn't shit the bed so hard.

libretube is kinda useful as a frontend if you're on mobile, and supports downloads
annoyingly, it won't mux all the pieces into one file, I'll need to go do some ffmpeg magic if I want to export the files I downloaded off of the phone
it has a lot of problems, but it's infinitely better versus using YouTube directly while on the go

>>168253
some people dont know that truly good people end up nowhere and unabble to make the world a good place...and all the people lauded in the media as do-gooders of some renown are just robots .everything is controlled. to truly make the world a good place...money must be done away with[ lol people will crush you..just to have a little xtra thats what the ''city'' is for to create monsters] 1. no money.2 everyone lives from the land and makes their own essentials. no electric,no cars,etc....and then the good and evil people would havve to recognize each other and ..war...and perhaps after the dust settles..and everyone lives from the land..not enslaved ..in small loving communities...then perhaps the world may become a good place....but that is a fantasy..we have alien masters or demons that want us to suffer. or perhaps just play ole human hierarchy of evil ....one thing i have learned..is if you are truly good and unbending..you will suffer and your road will be arduous....so dont try to make the world abetter place...just watch your back and be wary and if you want things and the life..you have to be both a minion..and smart..and of some use.....i think of all the kids misled by ''make the world a better place''crap...fear and greed are powerful things watch out for them in people.

>>168322
i cannot stop using yew chub. all the creators i like, all my playlists, all the win vids, every single song, cover, remix, its all there. obviously i use alternative services when i want a break but youtube remains the main 1. adblocker makes it more tolerable but the search engine is god awful

scratches you

>>168570
sankyuu

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the only solution is to rip ur skin off

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I usally just download my VNs from Nyaa or ryuugames, but sometimes I just can't get them to run perfectly on my Steam Deck. I wasn't planing to buy anything, but i did buy Irotoridori No Sekai - The Colorful World!

>>168294
whens our update Gabe

>>168552
The Winter sale just ended ..