I had a friend who was big into tabletop role-playing games but also apparently could not visualize anything at all inside his head. which is weird... because visualizing stuff inside your head is what makes this hobby work. how do you navigate a fictional physical space or imagine other characters in your role-playing game if you can't visualize anything?
that's always puzzled me since I learned about it. he's a nice, friendly, humble guy too, so it's not like he was trying to get attention or appear special. maybe he was just a real-life NPC.

Aphantasia sounds like the opposite of schizophrenia, where schizos have too much dreaming chemicals in their brain while awake and aphantards have too little of it. When observing how retarded some people are I don't doubt they have major brain problems like that.

tulpa-chan will cum 2 u in ur dreamz n fuk u in da ass
just 2 let u know she's still around or smth

My aphantasia and horrid spatial awareness actually makes me want to kill myself. It prevents me from having any joy, since I can't draw or do anything too complex because of it. Thank God I'll die in a car crash soon since I can barely comprehend the amount of space I take up

oh noes

>>162749
I mean I have extreme allergy to the histamine thingy, I would die during teh trip
Deliriants sound scary. Do you have no source of acid or shrooms or is it preference? From medical people I know they say that kids like to eat it because they would end up in hospitals.

When it comes to hallucinations bet I saw nothing yet. But I had dried up drops of nissin on my desk that would look like bugs running around and increasing in number, freaked me out for a bit
And my chandelier was looking like multiple mouths full of teeth, resembled the plant that eats flies, and its stems would extend closer and closer to me so I would look away and try not to look at it anymore, I knew it was a lie but hallucinations and reality look the same.

Are you experienced with cough medicine? I am relatively a newb but DXM seems to be close enough to psychedelics. I know too little about DXM for my opinion to be worth anything. I think I need to read and learn more, but I am very interested and intrigued in this general field.

わはー！！Sparks, tracers, rainbows! Very fun!

I'm so jealous of your average college aged person, with their drug orgies and free spirits. How did I end up such a square. I hate society, and everyone in it.. yet I work a shitty job, I have an average IQ and no social intelligence, but enough awareness to realize everybody hates me.
Why did I end up a square? I feel like this wouldn't have happened if I lived alone, or in a college dorm. I'm going to live my boring virgin shelf-stocker life until I die of bowel cancer, never having accomplished anything.

OP here and my fucking PARENTS saw them drying in my ROOM and made me THROW them AWAY.

>>162763
fish them out of the trash, man!

>>162746
Yes, only a couple times did I get my hands on legit acid. dissociatives are honestly crazy, and I found them much more life changing than traditional psychedelics. it's nearly impossible to describe and any attempt at doing so would be crude, but dissos unlock a greater perception of mental and spiritual faculties. psychs have this as well, but they focus more on enhancing and altering the senses and your relation to the world in response to an inner state.

put in another way that might make more or less sense: dissos expand the conscious experience exponentially in a focused direction depending on perception(out of body experiences where you can perceive individual atoms that make up your body and interact with them, etc), while psychedelics are more multiplicative - a holisticism that connects many different parts of the brain and senses together in novel ways.

DXM in particular is very chaotic drug. A lot of it depends on genetics, body weight, and how you metabolize it (its a right handed analog of codeine), so for some people it really sucks, and then there's people like me who metabolize it really well and have crazy experiences.

>>162751
I'm a dex veteran. I don't know how many times I have done it, but no one in their right mind should've drank as much cough syrup as i have done in a lifetime. it was way too easy to get, cheap, and legal as a minor in my state. honestly, if you haven't tried it its definitely worth looking into after some diligent research. the main problem people have is the digestive issues and the nausea, which if you read enough you can get around with stuff like lemon tek. dxm is very basic and you have to cancel it out with an acid.

my best experience was mixing both lsd and dxm together, but that combination has a tendency to mentally cripple many who try it. in my case, it was more intense than DMT or ayahuasca, though I never 'broke through' on the former.

>>162753
>>162756
Thx in advance

i played the demos, it seemed promising at the time although i thought it'd never end up releasing

so im excited!

ok, here it is guys:
https://up.heyuri.net/src/4992.torrent
should work? this is the first time i created a torrent so idk. ヽ(;´ー｀)ノ

>>162766
Wow, that was fast. You da man, anon

>>162767
small problem...
the executable isn't cracked, so launching it will wake up steam and make it want to install it and show you an error popup in the process
i looked up third-party programs used for cracking and found steamless but i must've fucked something up because it won't patch the exe (;´Д`)
i really just wanna play hoi4 man i don't wanna spend the rest of my night figuring out what i need to do in what order to figure out gayben's BDSM safeword to unlock the chastity cage stuck on this gaem (TДT)

>>162768
I think he went to bed..

>>162743
RETURN FIRE!

Are you out of your fucking mind?

sure! waaaai! *jumps in* ヽ(´∇`)ノ

don't mind if i do!

Okay!

𓃗=馬　

𔑮!!!

nay

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Aren't a good number of viruses blocked by your router? The rest either rely on tricking you into running a program (updates can't stop that but reduce the damage it can do) or come from javascript garbage or browser exploits (less dependent on operating system flaws). although there is zero-click malware around; but if a malware is zero-click it probably also has tricks to bypass the latest updates.

If you close listening ports and don't port forward, it should be safe enough.that relies on you trusting that your router works properly and that the virus isnt already inside your LAN or has exploits targeting routers.

>>162693
Also in a weird way, windows updates has turned into a bit of a malware itself.

-deletes your settings randomly
-sometimes causes your programs to not work
-places ads or popups
-takes up cpu cycles and network connections
-frequently breaks or causes your pc to shutoff, making it so you need to troubleshoot or reinstall
-spies on you

>>162694
besides the ads and spyware part this is identical to the average experience of using a rolling-release Linux distribution

>>162681
Linux can't run as many exe and dll files as windows can which means windows is better and the colors on my screen look like they're managed just fine by W10.
>>162694
None of these things have ever happened on my computer while using ShutUp10, other than the taking up cpu cycles and spying part.

not my broplem ヽ(´ー｀)ノ

They add fent to keep you hooked don't do it

>>162573
>They add fent
now i HAVE to do it! (ﾟ∇ﾟ)

do... do you w-wanna go to the gas station bathroom and do some genuine horny goat weed with me? ( ´ω`)

>>162543
Prepare for an EXTREMELY puckered butthole.

>>162721
yes!

>>162702
good job. i usually only wait a week in between faps. if your waiting a month, it'll be really good

I wanted to but i have an ingrown hair on my pubes

Yep, just did. I forgot to for a couple days, but this thread reminded me

yes, twice in the last few hours

not yet but i did twice last night

I am awake, but I wish I wasn't ..

Wake up!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rDxUKK-Am5Y

>>162678
I remember where this is from: someone fell asleep in a different room while waiting for their stew to cook. They woke up after a good 6 hours, and found this black sludge.

Do you think you can preserve meat in it like those old tar pits with animals stuck inside?

tasty

stew.tar.gz

LOL

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>>162527
... is this a bad thing?? //?? fufufu

Our Lord and Savior has returnedヽ(´∇`)ノ

>>162622
da baer's tawt hur 2 vwel..

5 day later and I still hear differently and much more clearly. My smell is like that of a dog if I focus, and I notice everything in vision like tiniest movements or light changes, I do not think the same anymore

I am new to them, but many people seem to admit as I had admitted. And possibly because most places where such people congregate are low. I dislike drug forums. People are making up stories, got fried brains, belong to asylums, are casuals, do not know what they are talking about, or low IQ.

I just checked to make sure I do not overreact on their intelligence but I just checked a few sites and they still ask the same questions. The dumb sort of "will my PGP have my birth certificate metadata embedded?", "how do installz an Graphene?", "should I burn my computer with fire when I order 5 xans?", "i got a letter from customs, does Hussein have some spare room to hide?", "how do I h4xx0rz into my neighbors wifi?", "do you know CSS hax to avoid KYC while buying buttcoins from Kraken?", "how do I inject weed into my veins? halp", "I deleted my crypto wallet with 20$, how do I get it back? pretty please", "Is graphene and whatsapp secure enough?", "cat drank my lean and died, any reliable darknet necromancers?"

i support rabbitfield posting

>>162676
I feel honored to be perceived of value

Grab this gif too, it is my favorite and most accurate! >>162304

>>162676
I agree. I especially like when he talks about how you could commit crimes and get away with it.

>>162676
Same

>>162522
You are a prime example of schizophrenia

There's a theory that Schizophrenia is a metabolic disorder. The idea is that adrenochrome, an oxidated metabolite of adrenaline, builds up in the body causing hallucinations, among other things. There is genetic issues pertaining to the methylation cycle which causes over-methylation in some people. This can heavily affect the glutamatergic system as well, so there's a few different pathways that can cause psychosis.

There are a few remedies that have some research, but since they cannot be patented and sold as pharmaceuticals they get little attention. The main ones I am aware of are Niacin (Vitamin B3) and Glycine (A natural component found in gelatin). Sarcosine, a glycine receptor inhibitor, is also shown to give improvements in symptoms. Anything else that is known to reduce inflammation in the brain like Nicotine can help as well (Fun fact: almost 90% of people with Schizophrenia were found to smoke or use Nicotine)

Whether these would work individually for someone is obviously a question that is up in the air, but the point is that there is an alternative to giving up and accepting whatever doctors tell you to do. Of course, occasionally this is the only option available that works. Some people need to be on medication, someone has to be able to deliver my amazon packages while being able to accept the crushing work conditions.

>>162590
There are many theories as to what causes schizophrenia, I believe schizophrenia has many causes, from genetic to underlying issues intensifyed by a poor diet. The result is the same, however, overheightened dopaminergic activity in the brain that causes problems like schizophrenia (paranoid hallucinations) or schizoidia (maladaptive daydreaming), and this is the basic fundamental medical ground on which antipsychotics function (ie. They calm those areas of the brain through sedatives and antihistamines)

If you ask me personally - I consume what is pretty much well above the adult recommended takein of Niacin daily, and my meat-heavy diet means I'm under no shortage of glycine either, nothing has particularly helped my mental disorders.

>>162617
The daily recommended amounts for vitamins set by the FDA are very conservative. For these kinds of conditions, the amounts used in therapeutic doses far exceeds what you can get from your diet realistically. Even if you were chugging straight bone broth and eating pounds of meat every day. For Niacin, we're talking at least 1-3 grams. For Glycine, sometimes it goes up to even 50 grams. When I have an episode, nothing really helped except Niacin. I was just curious if it works on other people.

>>162630
>The daily recommended amounts for vitamins set by the FDA are very conservative.
I take in something like 500% of the recommended daily in some days