I just got drunk and fapped. The l-arginine I have been taking seems somewhat overrated. I want to be as objective as I can and the results I observe on my body are insufficient to rule it as the cause of changes without a doubt; they might be a placebo or only slightly improved. Note that if you are indeed a fapper - any performance counts! Okay. I feel like my dick does not go flat as quickly as usual and it rises faster after an orgasm, the strength the dick ejects sperm with seems to be slightly increased. Though as I say - I can't be fully confident.

The pills I took also contained B vitamins like 6 9 and 12, and an additional set had magnesium. I think (assuming it is not a placebo) that I feel more inclined to work. Specifically I got to actually learn linux properly and do adjustments that I wished to do but I never had patience to actually implement. Once again, I am not sure of how placebo-like the feeling is, or actual vitamin defficiency was fixed. Either way I did stuff I wanted to do. Moreover I feel an urge to fuck up some Minecraft server with full dominance and set up hosting for evading server restrictions; like safe doxxing on the main page, trading with money/crypto in the open, talking shit on admins, attempting to find exploits and hacking the server itself for free market money, a video and file hosting and a forum for everything above implemented straight into it. Jurisdiction would not matter if I hosted it throgh tor and I have some experience with tor hosting on my home machine. It would be so funny watching them getting lawsuits rejected for inability to determine even suspects. I also figured a way to do in-game items to forum credits banking which I already have coded into the forum script I use. ZOMG it would be so fun to dominate them. I also figured a way to set up my RAM memory like a hard drive in linux so that I can load my cheats all I want - I would plug in my pendrive with all cheats and load the game into the RAM, the entire game with cheats and then disconnect the pendrive so that they would not be able to prove shit with helpdesk or whatever they use nowadays and evade bans forever, at least polish servers have a general policy of actually checking your system for cheats instead of banning on mere suspicion, it used to be screen sharing but nowadays they mostly seem to do remote desktop.

Also I drank cheap alcohol. Vodka. I take one sip of cola, store it in my mouth, get a sip or two of vodka and swallow it fast, instantly after I swallow the load - I get an additional sip of cola to purge the taste of vodka. I barely feel anything at this point and my mind is in another galaxy as I am typing. Every sound, visual and even keyboard touch feels very personal and intimate and I am full of joy. I am aware of it, and for the sole reason of spreading psychological knowledge of alcohol intake influcence of mind - I will not look at the beginning of my post to check what I wanted to share - I will go on. I actually don't remember what I wanted to share in particular as I have been writing this essay for at least 15 minutes.

Everything feels joyous, the feeling that I do not know in my sober state. I can't smile, I can't hate. I am nothing and no soul. I only wish for common benefit of all sentient beings to mature into buddhahood. Alcohol is a genuine way to get close to that state, and I would guess that psychedelics would be fine if not better too!! Friends invited me for drinking at a pond on 31st of 09 of 2025. I own a spare 100ah battery. I closed my eyes for a bit to think about the word for battery, polish "akumulator" and I felt being embraced by the universe.

Also I want to note that if you feel like alcohol you take gets you nowhere and it acts slowly - rethink it with caution. If you want to get drunk in a way that your consciousness is very altered - let it brew in you for 10 minutes or so after taking it. I drank like 100ml of vodka slowly and got disappinted. So I quickly got another 250ml in the way I described above very fast to accelerate the effects. Contrary to what I expected despite being a vodka lover - I did not expect this much effect. I actually almost killed myself a few months back after taking like 200ml of 95% pure ethanol in one hit after kids on omegle claimed they are drinking wine and I shall drink with them. I warn you it is risky as fuck and I would not do it again. The taste will fade away quite fast, but your body will have to take it anyway, and digestion takes a long time unlike tasting. I only know from being replayed my recording of that evening that I was talking shit on my tech university for some 40 minutes (I was unconscious at that point and I don't remember it at all) then I fell to the floor, broke my shaded glasses and evaded eye damage for some divine reason, puked myself, pissed myself, mother lifted me to the bed, I pissed the bed, and the next thing I remember is waking up in my bed with knowledge that I got drunk bad, but with no memory of anything and with warm moist bed. I also pissed my bed. Heyurizens please don't drink yourself do death.

Besides, I can go around all I want unsupervised in a local castle of some 700 years. I will make a thread soon introducing heyuri to this nice place. I am in a state so bad right now that it is pointless for me to tamper with files. It has been around an hour I have been typing these things out. I think sharing my unfiltered, bare, savage thoughts is beneficial to the world for the sake of learning of thinking processess of people and genuine experience. I want to look perfect too, but the overriding value is truth, and this is truth. If you do some things as me - do not fear to do them as probably you are not alone. If you do not do things as me - you can learn from an unfiltered text of my behaviour. It is hard to study human behaviour without actual stories with no filters, I like studying human behaviour - but everyone seems to filter stuff. I do not wish to filter for common benefit of learning. I do not care about my reputation nowhere near as much as truth.

Bless heyuri, the only site where I am unfiltered. I like alcohol a lot. ZOMG!!!!!!

It is easy. The only real additional twist of sending messages this way is pressing an encrypt/decrypt button on top of copy/paste (unless you completely automate it).

I use Kleopatra to manage my keys and messages, it has a graphical interface. Perfect for anyone. You can install a pack of tools including Kleopatra for Windows here.
https://gpg4win.org/about.html

5 minutes tutorial for any skill level on Kleopatra.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lAblt1Qt_ng

Consider watching that video to simply learn that encryption requires no brain and does wonders for whenever you need it!

You are not only able to obfuscate messages this way only for people who you mean to read them, you can also verify your identity. It is called a signature. Signature works everywhere, even offline because it is purely mathematical and maths does not require internet connection. Obviously it is your self-proclaimed identity (no regsitering anything, you can append Anonymous if you wish). You can generate a working key pair even offline that without fail will always work, you can verify and decrypt everything offline. You can also encrypt your message/file with a password if you don't want to attach keys.

You could technically even print out encrypted messages or even write them by hand in real life having never had any internet connection and they would still work. If you were so stubborn you could even use paper and calculator to get a key pair and write by hand the message, then do the reverse to read incoming messages. Extremely flexible!

If I understand correctly the maths behind it goes like this
You make a private key that you should never share, and you make a public key that you can give away all you want.
In most programs they make the 2 keys simultainously so you don't have to seek separate buttons. The other person does the same. So there are 4 keys involved in total.

Before sending encrypted messages you two need to exchange your public keys. So each person started with 2 of their own and gained an additional 1 public key. 3 out of 4 variables are sufficient for you or the other person to read messages as the equation would have one solution which is the original message. If you exchanged public keys in plain sight you can begin encrypting messages.

In contrast for example whatsapp and dicksword which would be a medium for this conversation would have only the two public keys you both shared. 2 out of 4 keys is insufficient to read these messages because mathematically there is an infinite set potential solutions to such equation of which only one works. You can even upload your passwords encrypted with it to pastebin if you want them to be accessible from any device, but only by you. They cannot do anything other than trying all possible combinations to forcefully read it, so the longer your key - the harder it is to break into it, for this reason you have different key lengths you can select during generation and I recommend the longest.

If they got your private key or the private key of the other person - they would have 3 and would solve it as well. But they don't unless you share it explicitly (like dropping the key itself into the chat which is a pancake-forehead idiocy), so they are not able to decrypt anything. You don't have to give the intended receiver some key prior to it in secret - everything is being done in plain sight of dicksword or telegram here and now, and they can't do anything about it. No exceptions. All they know is that you hid some message and they can guess its maximum length by how long your message was - but you can always add meaningless garbage or always set a length of the message to be artificially long like 16kb to fool them, they can never see the contents though.

You can encrypt your whole system too. Anything that can be stored on the computer - can be encrypted. People who sell and buy drugs from TOR have a standard procedure they do - client orders and gives the dealer their home address in an encrypted message - so that if the server gets raided - cops got two out of four keys, one short of decryption - and so the cops would not knock to the buyer's door. In contrast if the junkie gave their home address in plain text, and the police took over the server - they would read all messages and bully morons who did not care about security. Such keys is also the default way to identify yourself and build a reputation on the dark net because nobody can impersonate you across websites. Some drug markets will refuse to let your message through if their filters detect it is unencrypted.

Image of Konata for grabbing attention.