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there are a few people who talk about drugs here... sorry to be yet another one. but I need advice from the sages and wisemen of Heyuri. I've got my monero, i've browsed dark web markets and found a reputable vendor (did my research on dread. not sure if i can mention the market here - its name is related to quantum physics for the knowers out there). I've set up the required PGP stuff and loaded my XMR into the site wallet. But I have a few questions...

First, I live in Europe and dont have a mailbox. I live in a giant apartment building in eastern europe. Anyone know how I should receive it with the least risk?

Secondly, I live alone. I am afraid that I'll go insane and gouge my own eyes out or something. I'm a pretty chill person but I've heard (scaremongers?) say you can fry your own brain and go crazy after just one trip... i don't have any friends that i would trust to babysit me either. Is it safe for me to be alone in my own room while tripping?
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>>176909
what the HECK is that?:unsure:
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you're going to fry your brain

dont do it
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take a look at rabbitfield and you can see the results of hard drugs and hallucinogens ^^;
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I'm going to meet my waifu in another dimension
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>>176919
hard drugs? It's no different than alcohol
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>>176909
funny link
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>>176921
Hardcore man!!!
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>Secondly, I live alone. I am afraid that I'll go insane and gouge my own eyes out or something. I'm a pretty chill person but I've heard (scaremongers?) say you can fry your own brain and go crazy after just one trip...

That won't happen unless you're Rabbitfield. :xd:

Most people find LSD to be one of the more chill psychedelics. Start with 50 or 75 ug if you're really that scared though.
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>>177001
You dont know anything, my brain just b0rked mid trip and I still havent sobered up, dont make fun of meeeeeeee!!!!!!! It was too deep!!!!!!!!! Psyches are hard stuff dont downplay it
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>>177004
Did you ever get the impression that you were meant to OD on acid? Like that a spirit guided you to the experience?
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>>177015
Yes it was destiny :3
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>>176905
For the best experience and avoiding insanity make sure to prepare yourself.
・Take 15-30 minute walks for 3 days and try to see nice places (looking at plants trees animals does help, but walking on its own is the most important factor)
・Have fun and enjoy yourself (hobbies, watch anime with cute girls)
・Follow a diet that doesnt make your tummy upset or your bowels discharge with explossive diarrhea)
・・if you dont follow a healthy diet go take magnesium glycinate for a week before doing it (bruxism prevention)
・Prepare MULTIPLE playlists with different vibes or moods (example: one hype/fun playlist, other with softer music, other with slower music)
・write down a list of things you want to see, experience, and potential things you may want to fix about yourelf (unresolved trauma, wonder why you do X or Y. get bottled water and get ready to cry if you do have unresolved trauma)
・get a pair of shades OR stay in a dark room
・lower the dim of your screens and avoid direct contact at light sources (specially during peak trip time because your pupils will absorb all the light possible, the darker it is the longer you stay away from devices the funnier it will become but dont forget the music and an easy watch to switch)
・make sure to not be interrupted for the next 5-8 hours
・clear the path between your bed/tripping spot and your toilet (pee)

>Europe and dont have a mailbox. I live in a giant apartment building in eastern europe. Anyone know how I should receive it with the least risk?
Can you rent a P.O. box?

> I am afraid that I'll go insane and gouge my own eyes out or something
follow what I wrote above
sometimes your own shadow can scare you
99.99% purity LSD will make you feel funny, if you do a normal or above normal dosage (250ug and above) the risk of seeing your subsconcious increases, the most ive done has been 2000ug which i dont recommend but i did because im a researcher (no im not going to drop my credentials) and amounts larget than 1200ug can (not will) fry parts of your brain and change the way you perceive reality for months or even years, your nape will be on fire and require some way to cool it down without causing permanent damage (similar-ish to high fever brain damage), I recommend starting anywhere between 70ug to 150ug (if you are a big guy might as well go with 200ug), 500ug~800ug range increases the chance of experiencing ego death (you will see yourself the way everyone else has seen you and every bad thing you have done will be put against you) which can humble you up or make you accept if you were in the right/wrong at some moments of your life. something I have experienced along other people: you will see life through the eyes of other people, you might see life through different points of time, you might see your gramps flirting with your grandma or see an entire town being build from thr ground up from the perspective of a tree until you are chopped down everything turning dark before snapping back into reality
be smart and trip safe and have fun, anon
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Rabbitfield's world-renowned salads are spectacular. He is a great chef! Should shoot for a Michelin star restaurant!
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>>177054
Did you have a breakthrough on acid? At what dose?
Good tips in general
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>>177060
dominating the art of meditation and sporadically doing 400ug (once every 2~ weeks) you can learn time dilation at will (slowing down time), if your brain is good at math and physics it will help you find solutions to many problems of the world :mona2: kinda the opposite of weed
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>>177072
What world problem have you come up with a solution for?
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These schizos are scaring OP straight, lul. Someone once told me he thought it was never worth it to go above 300 ug. He had used a lot of acid so I trusted him, and I haven't gone far above that.

One of the things I like about LSD is that for me at least, that doses 100-300 ug do NOT produce delusional thought patterns. Granted genetics play a role, some people are more sensitive so it's good to start with a low dose.

Also OP, look up 2C-B. It's more of an entactogen than a psychedelic really, and will be easier to handle if you've never used drugs before.
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>>177072
I think I figured out the role of frequency in reactance intiutively and saw the s field in laplace tranfroms being graphed but i forgot 2 days after it :nyaoo2:
It indeed shows answer to anything if you go deep enough and appropriate memories and knowledge show up :biggrin:

I mean breakthrough like there is no real world anymore totally, unable to contact reality at all
I remember mine, background filled with blackness that is the same as if you were blind - you can check what it looks like by putting pressure on nerves in eyes
And I was deaf meaning sounds from outside would affect my thoughts but I could never tell why those thoughts came since I effectively heard nothing in ears, it was inside my head and not ears
All my senses got kicked like a bucket of brushes with pain on them and they morphed into one sense and no sense in particular

It was always so intense at breakthrough, time slowed really hard in seconds just before the last of your contact with reality broke down with the last image, your sight collapsed as if you fell down your eyeballs with reality turning into rainbow burning shards and liquid before going blind and them disappearing, and hearing bugged and morphed into perfect sensation of sound like the most precise recording system on earth with long heavy electrical discharge sounds and cogwheel sounds as hearing was collapsing, same with taste and smell, same with touch and feeling of pressure and temperature and movement and so on

Then there was nothing outside of it, locked inside my head and the core of me could not even see what is happening in the other edge of the brain not even speaking of sensing like sight or hearing from outside, before it arrived it was filted by other parts of brain and I had no direct contact :x3:
Am i neurologically different or have you never collapsed into your mind and into the very core losing all communication not only with reality but even with neighboring parts of brain? I mean first there is a breakthrough when reality breaks down and you get moved entirely into the mind, after that you have a phase with memories and symbols playing from infinitely complex shapes and colors, and then you turn into a dead computer with perfect dissolution of mind where things appear as interonnected relationships if one concept is invoked as if you were a search engine and an AI with no will, and then finally it all extinguishes and you fall to the gods waiting room for reincarnation where there is nothing besides nirvana, no form, no objects, no concepts etc until you peak and come back the same way, that was my deepest experience

>>177078
Solution to existence and cognition and principles of this world that are omnipresent and immutable but never noticed by us
Knowledge that mortals despite living their entire lives and dying of old age cannot notice and fathom despite it manifesting 24/7 in their lives in front of their face :nyaoo2:


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