i smoke hella weed

nope, i'm not an

no

Yes
Buy a dry herb vape, you won't regret it.

>>186652
fridaynight after work i often take gummies to start the weekend

Never

Yes

hell nah nigga, wes smokin CRACK

I am right now

yep

you guys do drugs

i was able to experiment and contrast and learned i appreciate the body high from edibles. smoking gives a fun and involved experience but i can fuss in other ways physically if i feel the need to. after years of stress... i need to feel calm or very excited...

YES

nope, but i've been idealizing it for too long, though i've heard that weed makes some people fat, so i might just do crack instead

>>186691
indeed brother ( ´ω`)

crack is better at least i can get things done instead of eating cheetos and re-watching gurren lagann

>>186731
used to

>>186765
>>186779
dont!!!!! dont do addictive stuff!!! stimulants often lead to permanent damage, after one time you may earn lifelong anhedonia and depression that gets more severe each time you take it and due to immesurable addiction you will murder to get more poison

>>186814
Nah. I agree crack is bad, but mostly because it's bad for your body. Stimulants themselves aren't addicting (and crack is alot more than just a "stimulant"). I think they are great.

>>186815
I was outside of space and time and outside of my senses and thought, far after reality became false and dissolved, far after the most insane hallicinatory universes broke down, where question of real and unreal, true and false, good or bad, dead or alive, me and anything was incorrect, that those terms are only real because humans are hardwired to unconditionally believe in them like a cult of lunatics and cannot escape those bounds and be free

After hallucinations had ended there was an infinitely huge and infnitely small space at the same time, without lights shapes sounds smells and heat because those are only real within a human experience and not ultimate experience
A mindspace where there was no boundaries between me and anything else, where the concept of separation of me and the entire fathomable existence was incorrect, where my thoughts were inseparable from me and I was the thoughts and thoughts, where I perceived the thoughts as the core of me and farthest external experience at the same time

I was formless and inexistent but something inside the mind that experienced was there, it was changing its form and becoming everyone and everything in all their separate and combined forms - like sometimes I was someone else, sometimes I was a few people at the same time, sometimes a whole group of people, animals, plants, stars, rivers, clouds, I was entire ecosystems entire societies and galaxies, I was entire foreign physics systems and entire made up languages, and entire imaginary galactic civilization systems in other universes with other physics and speaking other languages and I knew every rock and every living being inside of it
There was no myself, with the entire mind inside that skull being formless too, a bare dead computer with no attachment or memory of what it used to be

I realized that all experience is subjective and you must believe it is real so that it becomes real
You dont question your sight or hearing and you play along like their slave in belief they dont lie and that they in fact represent reality and not hallucinations and delusions

All experience is real if you believe it
False is true if you deem it true
What you dont know may just well not exist or even if it exists you are free to not care about reality ignoring it or denying it because you are allowed to, note that the universe never sent a lightning bolt punishing ignorant people because the universe is not about who is right or wrong, it doesnt punish rich or poor, it doesnt punish good and evil

The true understanding of existence is beyond human ability
Humans arent built to truly perceive reality because that is not the purpose of a human body and the universe doesnt reward or punish anything
All the hardships and rewards you perceive are only real within your human experience and nowhere outside of it
There is no punishment or reward for life, you received life just because and you will die just because, everything is like that
Reasoning and seeking it at all cost is a human concept and not a real concept, all thinking is a way for human to categorize parts of reality that are most relevant to its self perpetuation (staying alive and breeding), and not perceive it as it is, this survival mechanism is so efficient that people mistook it as being able to perceive everything and try to extrapolate it everywhere

Seeking meaning and reason is just a tiny ape being a tiny ape seeking something within its very limited biased attached partisan mind framework and not reality itself
In ultimate terms these arent applicable

Humans look at mold expanding on their sandwich with pity "you may think you can achieve everything with this effort you put into taking over the sandwich, you may think you are so clever but once you eat up all of the sandwich you will be dead and gone and forgotten with all your effort paying you nothing" failing to realize we are the same with trying to understand and control every piece of earth and everything, taking our countries and our planet as if it was our sandwich as if it was all of reality that we go crazy for like mold, why are humans doing it all?

We are doing the same thing that we look down upon when other life forms do the same, such a primitive species, like a mold and a virus, mindless and primitive