I got a C R I C K in me spine!

only lolis on my mind

finals soon... the anxiety hasn't fully kicked in yet but i know i'm not gonna have a good time

bad because i need new brakes but i can't afford them so i'm downshifting to stop and praying since i need to drive for work plus i realized last night that it's impossible to pay my cc debt down each month so it's going to just continue to snowball which is bad because that's how i pay my rent and i have nowhere else to go if i get evicted when my cc hits its limit. the only thing that'll solve my problems is $20k and idk how to get $20k. i already work all day 7 days a week.

tired 80% of the time （ ´,_ゝ`）
if I feel good and awake and ready to do something, it's 3am and I have to get up early

very lame shit (;´ω`)

>>141668
damn
shits rough here but I don't have those kind of financial problems
I'm self pay for an awful lot of medical shit, but most places have... not entirely extortionate self pay rates ┐(ﾟ～ﾟ)┌

wanted to kill myself yesterday night but i hit myself a few times on the head and it went away i FUCKING LOVE ENDORPHINS!!! ヽ(´ー｀)ノ

ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!

>>141721
i can count myself lucky that i don't have any known physical medical problems (and if i have any unknown medical problems i'd rather not know) since i don't have health insurance. i don't trust the medical industry and refuse to take any of their medicine anyway. i wish i could get financial compensation from the government for being autistic with adhd though.

im doing alright. life's good and loliful. ヽ(´∇`)ノ

teh gold is driving me craaaazy

>>141727
lolis keep me sane

I feel lonely

Not all that well. I keep graduating or reaching a life stage where I need another job for a reason or another in the middle of deep financial/job market crises. I decided to start a company in large parts because I am old and don't have a penny to my name, and I'm worried it will keep happening all my life. But registering the company is now on a 10 month timeline because the banks are niggering me with a fat queue of requests they're processing at a snail's pace, and I can't get funding before the company is registered.
Meanwhile I can't find any work, contract or fulltime.

Other than that I've had a lot of success reaching out to people, lots of interest for the solution I'm providing and all, so I'm allowing myself to believe that I can actually succeed for once.

But I know deep inside I'm going to crash again.

Thanks for asking, OP.

life is falling apart !
picrel is the girl i relate to (・∀・)

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I could totally fap to you!

I am standing in line, waiting - I am not sure what i am waiting for. But i know i been in teh quee for a long time. Almost too long it seems at times. Waiting isn't necessary bad, but can be boring at times - but it's also peaceful. It just is, it is just waiting. Things change very showily - just as teh next person gets to walk one step forward - so does I. One step at a time. Forward, yet, waiting... waiting... Trees grown green, leafs fall, one step forward, waiting. I laugh at times, get sad sometime, things seems fun. But I still wait, what do I wait for. I don't know. I just wait.

I just wait for teh next heyuri dopamine rush... MAEK ME LOL FFS!

>>141814
I can end your suffering for you, just like in that image. And I'll do it while rubbing a Hitachi massage wand against your clit. ( ´ω`)

>>141814
thats fucking hot! ヽ(´∇`)ノ

I have none.