So, how's life /b/? You doing alright?Marked for deletion (Old)
it could be better, i am very bored all the time now and i can't draw very well lately
>You doing alright?yes
>>130861Are you depressed?
>>130864a bit sad maybe, but i wouldnt say depressedwhat about you?
I've been struggling with programming But I just came up with a solution to make progress But it's too late so I need to go to sleep I'm excited to try it tomorrow Bit I have work tomorrow
>>130865Yes, i am.
>>130866i am in a similar situation actually, what are you working on? i ask so that i can steal your idea help you>>130868i am sorry to hear that, i certainly understand the feeling and hope it will pass soon
I recently had to start yet another SSRI drug (after failing to see any effects from many others over many years...), it makes me feel irritated(?) but this time around my faps seem unaffected so I don't have a reason to care that much They think I have a major depression, bitches don't know bout my LOLs on the internets
I hate wageslaving so much... I just want to be a rich neet
>>130866I'm trying to find a job and get my life started, but my internet is too slow
>>130870>i am sorry to hear that, i certainly understand the feeling and hope it will pass soonI have good days and bad days i have wanted to die for years but i sadly don't have the balls to do it but i know someday the day will come where i will have to follow through with it hikki neet of 9 years am the guy who made the porn addiction thread btw.
>>130860I used to live in Japan and I miss being over there. But I couldn't find employment to renew my visa with. I feel my grasp of the language slipping and it saddens me. My life could be a lot worse, but it feels very aimless and unfulfilling now.
my life would be nearly perfect if i didn't have around $25k in credit card debt that i can't seem to pay down that i keep having to pay hundreds of dollars of interest on every month
>>130892how the fuck did you manage that?
>>130893i had a car that was having a problems and a mechanic that was ripping me off and because i live by myself and need my car to work i had to keep throwing money at it
>>130894I'm sorry you got ripped off, but why didn't you look up the problems yourself first? And how did you wind up that far in the hole without concern?
>>130894You're supposed to go to work to get money, not go into debt just to get to work.
>>130895well it was a major problem and even if i could figure out what was causing it myself i wouldn't have been able to do the work myself. i had been complaining about a noise before the problem started but nobody took my complaint seriously because nobody was hearing it but me since it happened at random. in the end it turned out that my mechanic was the one who caused the problem in the first place. had to take it to a new mechanic to figure that out. as far as getting this far in the hole goes i honestly don't know how it happened. it just kept snowballing and continues to snowball.
>>130896i have to have a car to go to work and my options were to pay to keep my car running or become homeless. in the end i ended up totaling the car a few months after going into debt to keep it running.
waiting for college to give me my diploma so i can look for a job. I have been waiting for 4 months now. it is a lowly bachelor degree and i am 24 already. I am gonna be poor for all my life.
>>130870>what are you working on?I'm currently trying to make an imageboard from scratch.
If your career is shit why not just do crime so at least you have a chance at happiness? The smarter you are, the better odds you have of not getting caught, and I've heard even retarded ghetto negros can make like $1M per year selling drugs and even if they know they'll get caught they do it anyway and stash the cash, because 5 years in prison to earn $1M is better than 15 years of wageslavery to earn $1M.
>>130903Oh I'm doing electrical engineering until masters and I think I will be 25 by the time I graduate only then will I waste my life workingBut I eventually don't want to work in engineering but I want to be a beekeeper. Because it is a lazy job in your own pace.I think it is quite easy and honey costs a bit. You only have to make sure that queens are alive and reproducing, that the nest does not break entirely and that no parasites eat away your bees. All come down to opening the nest and wasting a few minutes inspecting each once every few weeks. You can put them in your backyard, usually you only have to give one sample a year to the vet to have them there legally, or register economic activity if you sell them. Extracting honey is tiring but you sacrifice like 2 working days a year. And if you don't manage to sell your honey you don't worry because it has no expiry date.The hardest part is splitting nests if they get too big or combining is one loses their queen or shrinks in general. But it is usually grabbing a few frames with honey, bees and their queen and putting in the other nest. Or when introducing a new queen you put her in a safe cage so that queenless workers get used to her scent before you let her among them.You can lend bees to nearby farmers for more of honey and they would be glad to have bigger yield of crops. You essentially have no other job than bees and you work if you feel like tending to them.I will keep bees eventually. I recommend it to every lazy Heyurizen, consider bees.If I were to make honey and sell it then I would have to register economic activity, and if so then I would be able to do any other miscellaneous jobs under the same self employed economic activity. I would be a maths, physics and english tutor online because at least where I live you get quite good money for privately teaching kids. I could teach even American kids online because American prices are probably higher. How hard can it be? I am quite patient and I would have sufficient papers by then like a masters diploma or english certificates because I'm not a native anglophone. Heyurizens consider it, it can't be too bad. You can use AI voice changers to make your voice more pleasant to listen to, that is a very good factor that determines how many people want to listen to you. If you don't have a nice normal english accent then AI will fix it for you if you set it up properly!I think about moving to Switzerland for a year or so to save up some money and eventually moving to a countryside somwehere to keep bees and I neither like cities nor do I need them in life. Perfect for bees and doing tutoring online. You even can keep a normal job, bees are fine as a side job or until you grow them enough to become your sole source of income. Tutoring is when you have time and not when the kid demands, so both do not interfere with anything for the most part.I will be doing JLPT N1 and some german certificate by the time I graduate and possibly take a look around Japan after Switzerland and stay there depending on how much I get bullied, whether Japan has a future or not, and in general if people are morons worse then my current surrounding.I like how Japan is behind the West in terms of irony. I remember sort of when my country was in general not ironic and people spoke their mind, were mindful of how they are viewed, keep social norms, did what they were passionate about, and in general behaved like an extended family. I remember when mean highschoolers would tell one another to stop swearing because little me was around, it wouldn't happen today. I want to quit a money race this industrial and simply exist away from the center of action in a place that feels as if time stopped while not being 3rd world.You wanna become a beekeeper?
>>130892lol america. regardless of how much you fight it, the system will find a way to put you in debt. just like moon landing, abolishing slavery never happened
>>130906if I had the aptitude for crime, I'd do it (or rather, I'd already be doing it)but I don't, so I won'tsimple as that (´～`)
>>130910The only thing bad in non violent crime like drugs or performing banned money tricks is the fear of whether they look after you and not morality of it
>>130908>You wanna become a beekeeper?no thanks I am too lazy to do any real workMy degree is in computer science, I will just look for someone who is willing to hire a 24 year old with 0 skills and 0 experience.
my relationship is falling apart and the future seems very bleak and scary but im doing okay
I moved in with some family in richer country to save up money so that I can work for a bit then keep NEETing for a while. It was supposed to be temporary but now I'm away from home and I can't find any work and am homesick. How do normals do this?>>130904Same here
I'm just sleepy. So very very sleepy. Even if I get like 8 full hours of sleep it isn't enough.
>Even if I get like 8 full hours of sleepEh? I slept 12 hours today
>>130908is there a way I can privately tutor cute little girls IRL instead of online? how much it pays isn't an issue, even volunteer work would be fine
>>130929My grandma started sleeping a lot suddenly last decemberTurned out she had cancer and died half a year later last july Do you have cancer?
>>130931go to a prestigious college and get offers from local schools. Other than that I don't know what to do
>>130932wowowow that sounds unreal. what is the success rate of defeating cancer? you americans just give up and die when you find out you have cancer
>>130931wait for the progress in the vr development, then you'll be able to pat their heads... retired...
>>130929>>130930>>130932I'm currently pretty busy with studying. I only average around 6 hours of sleep a day
>>130933That's a lot of money
why sohould i tell you dumbass nigger go cry in closet faggot
Fine. Not much is happening at all, nothing unusual...
my tummy hurt and i think i shit my pant
Everything is fucked.
I'm sick again, this time a cold.In just last year alone i got covid twice, food poisoning twice. I'm so tired of being sick.(´ー`)
I haven't been sick for about a decade (except for things like keto flu and eating so much junk food that I vomit) because I'm a NEET that never goes outside
>>131102same
I always drink coffee and play games/program stuff, but then I tire myself out and start drinking. I'm not sure how to find a balance.
Still waiting for my THC gummies to arrive
>>130903i wont have one until mid 30sbut it lets me look busy
>>131107hows their taste ?
I've 30days~ worth of playtime on OSRS in about 3 months. :nyaoo2
I really miss fucking my daughter.
>>131117Me too!
>>131118The suffering is real.
>>131119How about u kidnap one and say: Now you are my daughter?
you meant "miss my fucking daughter"... right??
>>131120Not in my character.>>131121No.
I feel like dead weight to everyone around me. Ever since I was born I've been nothing but 20 years of financial ruin to my family. I'm very ashamed of myself for being me of all people. No matter what I set my mind to, I find ways to royally fuarrrk it up. I've always just been broken, oh well.One day I will be an hero, that day cannot come soon enough.
>>131128Same.
>>131128PAIN!!!!
>>131128>>131129I believed the same until I learned how to overcome dissatisfaction.I had planned running into a train but then I realized that my dissatisfaction was self induced.If you two are honest consider watching this video, do not skip. I know his microphone was bad. If you skip you are emo by choice. If you don't skip and pay attention you will quit being emo this evening. Forget the religious parts, but the philosophy aspect is productive.I wished to be something but lacked any motivation and never did anything from despair. Now I don't feel despair because in fact I don't have to achieve things nor not achieve things. I do not feel too attached to my fate and I never felt genuinely bad anymore. There is no reason to care about these things and so no reason to feel bad.Killing yourself is not a way out. You will decompose, get absorbed into living things and rise again because you are attached to your atoms. If you cannot get your body dumped into space then you cannot escape it. It is more desired to learn to live accordingly until you respawn because you will respawn.How to not feel bad:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHWIQzd8bVw&t=79More:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryZp2UOobP8
>>131137Fuck off.
>>131137NEET life is far better than nirvana. Instead of eliminating all desire and most pleasure in exchange for eliminating all dukkha, be frugal and minimize your desires while indulging in as much frugal pleasures as you can, maximizing pleasure in exchange for just a little dukkha. In other words, realize that a gf/wife is not worth tens of thousands of hours of wageslavery because sex doesn't feel THAT much better than fapping to lolis all day. It's not worth it, therefore a NEET is already experiencing one of the best lives a human can possibly have, except for those who are absurdly lucky enough to win the lottery or be gifted a fortune. Even most rich families don't just give their kids millions, rich kids are still usually forced to work.
>>131151Dont be rude>>131155I think so too Lowering your expectations and not caring what is happening makes it enjoyable when anything nice happens or numb when anything bad happens
real lifes pretty lonely and depressing most of the time but i have the internet and things i like to cope, and it could be worse, i could be getting tortured right now
>>131117Story time?How old was she?
I feel so scared I wish I had anyone I knew to talk to about any of the stuff im going through
>>131221Heyuri is here for you
>>131221i feel the same way.
everypone is thinking about little girlsbut who would think about us ossans?!
>>131226what about jiisans?!
>>131221>>131221
>>131221Same here
im struggling to find anything interesting or entertaining, i should be feeling good about my accomplishments but i feel blah about it. I'm doing my best to find enjoyment in things despite that...