i smoke hella weed

nope, i'm not an

no

Yes
Buy a dry herb vape, you won't regret it.

>>186652
fridaynight after work i often take gummies to start the weekend

Never

Yes

hell nah nigga, wes smokin CRACK

I am right now

yep

you guys do drugs

i was able to experiment and contrast and learned i appreciate the body high from edibles. smoking gives a fun and involved experience but i can fuss in other ways physically if i feel the need to. after years of stress... i need to feel calm or very excited...

YES

nope, but i've been idealizing it for too long, though i've heard that weed makes some people fat, so i might just do crack instead

>>186691
indeed brother ( ´ω`)

crack is better at least i can get things done instead of eating cheetos and re-watching gurren lagann

>>186731
used to

>>186765
>>186779
dont!!!!! dont do addictive stuff!!! stimulants often lead to permanent damage, after one time you may earn lifelong anhedonia and depression that gets more severe each time you take it and due to immesurable addiction you will murder to get more poison

>>186814
Nah. I agree crack is bad, but mostly because it's bad for your body. Stimulants themselves aren't addicting (and crack is alot more than just a "stimulant"). I think they are great.

>>186815
I was outside of space and time and outside of my senses and thought, far after reality became false and dissolved, far after the most insane hallicinatory universes broke down, where question of real and unreal, true and false, good or bad, dead or alive, me and anything was incorrect, that those terms are only real because humans are hardwired to unconditionally believe in them like a cult of lunatics and cannot escape those bounds and be free

After hallucinations had ended there was an infinitely huge and infnitely small space at the same time, without lights shapes sounds smells and heat because those are only real within a human experience and not ultimate experience
A mindspace where there was no boundaries between me and anything else, where the concept of separation of me and the entire fathomable existence was incorrect, where my thoughts were inseparable from me and I was the thoughts and thoughts, where I perceived the thoughts as the core of me and farthest external experience at the same time

I was formless and inexistent but something inside the mind that experienced was there, it was changing its form and becoming everyone and everything in all their separate and combined forms - like sometimes I was someone else, sometimes I was a few people at the same time, sometimes a whole group of people, animals, plants, stars, rivers, clouds, I was entire ecosystems entire societies and galaxies, I was entire foreign physics systems and entire made up languages, and entire imaginary galactic civilization systems in other universes with other physics and speaking other languages and I knew every rock and every living being inside of it
There was no myself, with the entire mind inside that skull being formless too, a bare dead computer with no attachment or memory of what it used to be

I realized that all experience is subjective and you must believe it is real so that it becomes real
You dont question your sight or hearing and you play along like their slave in belief they dont lie and that they in fact represent reality and not hallucinations and delusions

All experience is real if you believe it
False is true if you deem it true
What you dont know may just well not exist or even if it exists you are free to not care about reality ignoring it or denying it because you are allowed to, note that the universe never sent a lightning bolt punishing ignorant people because the universe is not about who is right or wrong, it doesnt punish rich or poor, it doesnt punish good and evil

The true understanding of existence is beyond human ability
Humans arent built to truly perceive reality because that is not the purpose of a human body and the universe doesnt reward or punish anything
All the hardships and rewards you perceive are only real within your human experience and nowhere outside of it
There is no punishment or reward for life, you received life just because and you will die just because, everything is like that
Reasoning and seeking it at all cost is a human concept and not a real concept, all thinking is a way for human to categorize parts of reality that are most relevant to its self perpetuation (staying alive and breeding), and not perceive it as it is, this survival mechanism is so efficient that people mistook it as being able to perceive everything and try to extrapolate it everywhere

Seeking meaning and reason is just a tiny ape being a tiny ape seeking something within its very limited biased attached partisan mind framework and not reality itself
In ultimate terms these arent applicable

Humans look at mold expanding on their sandwich with pity "you may think you can achieve everything with this effort you put into taking over the sandwich, you may think you are so clever but once you eat up all of the sandwich you will be dead and gone and forgotten with all your effort paying you nothing" failing to realize we are the same with trying to understand and control every piece of earth and everything, taking our countries and our planet as if it was our sandwich as if it was all of reality that we go crazy for like mold, why are humans doing it all?

We are doing the same thing that we look down upon when other life forms do the same, such a primitive species, like a mold and a virus, mindless and primitive

>>186814
that's true i guess i shouldn't be giving my depression more fuel, that would be stupid

Rabbitfield it sounds like you had a cool experience. become a champion of justice and truth, okay? if i find you teaching people to deny logic and obey themself as God, i'll be tempted to hit you with a hammer, but i'll pray for you to see reason instead!!!

>>186854
Nobody understands meh!!!!

hey i thought you were insightful. insightful enough to take you seriously. i'm serious about the hammer. i will pray that you find a perfect and ideal partner that holds you accountable untowards love. this makes us at peace, yes?

>>186871
i dont understand

hmm. imagine you are a charming young girl and i am the smartest and wisest and have always been perfectly kind and loving. this is what i would like you to imagine the dynamic between you and God is like. then please think according to this perspective in a lot of ways. do your best!

>>186876
is god (you) a lolicon?

hmm i am not God nor a god. i realize my mistake in how i formatted what i wrote. i wanted to steal a little bit of intimacy from you and God, please correct me. as a plain and non-distinguished human not worth physically attacking, i am reasonably a lolicon. it is counterbalanced by a healthy distaste of 3dpd and many barriers and standards regarding intimacy, thusly making me not a threat to real children, other than by carrying myself in a weird way and usually being quite sad.

...i think u guys smoked too much

No. But I do kind of miss having a blunt now and then.

>>186882
WTF heyuri why'd you eat my pic!

>>186814
being high and being sober are the exactly the same thing. if it's not crack, it's mcdonald's, gambling, FFXIV online, etc. on the scale of infinity it all rounds out to zero.

>>186819
i've had similar experiences. the will to live is an irrational act, and every form of life whether it is mold, an insect, or an eagle, is attempting to survive and thrive to the best of its ability until death humbles us all. we are like everything else in this regard. one day I defeat the mold in my sandwich, and one day in my grave the mold will consume me. if i was picked clean by a vulture it would not look down upon me, in this way humanity is low and impure in its nature but that is what makes the experience valuable. (´ー`)

>>186909 the will to live on is not irrational, it is defiantly obstinate because it is rooted in love. God is love. God is our creator. We share in His nature and at best come to understand things as He does.

Due to living in Japan in city with most expensive weed in world, I compensate with nutmeg combined with proper activator such as black pepper and caffeine.
"Legal Herbs" that was popular decades ago seems to be eliminated and they recently banned last cannabinoid CBN.

>>186881
I dont smoke!!

>>186652
Only done it a couple of times via edibles. It's not really for me. A friend gave me a bunch of gummies, some Indica and some Sativa. On the Indica I just watched a bunch of YouTube Poops of AVGN and laughed my ass off. A pretty good time. But the two others I tried from the gummies were both Sativa and both times I just spent hours in depression with a berating, self-hating inner monologue. Felt like being in hell. I threw them out after that, don't wanna risk taking that shit again since I couldn't tell which were which, but I would try Indica again.

Nowhere near as fun as the times I tried LSD though.

No. That shit smells awful

>>186939
It tastes alot better than it smells, better than most cigarettes in my experience

edibles are kinda foul tho

>>186919
Why did you have to bring your niggeryness with you to japan?

>>186919
It moved to vapes. There are 9001 synthetic cannabinoids and i'm sure some are still new and not banned. Wouldn't recommend them though

I do speed