Yes (;´Д`)

I'm not sure. There is something that causes issues with the communication I have with other humans, but I don't care to go after it

>>186417
What kind of issues?

>>186419
I'm not sure. It mostly feels awkward, I dunno what to say, it seems a bit scary to have my 3D existence acknowledged by others, but I'm not rly willing to interact with humans in the first place

Just today I was scolded by my parents because apparently I looked like a "deviant" or "mentally ill" person because of the way I looked at people that talked to me in some event, and I have no idea what did I do wrong （・Ａ・）

>>186411
Especially around anyone (even online), but when I'm finally alone my face immediately turns blank again. I haet being like this because it makes me feel vulnerable and weak.
I need to tap into that "blank" feeling when I'm around people somehow.

i went outside for the first time in a month and it was very hard to order food and i couldn't maintain eye contact and i felt like everyone was looking at me because i was dressed horribly and also i was smelly amd their were so many cute girls

my friend said if you laugh along with it, then like, it's not as embarassing
or take the leslie nielson approach
it helps me when i was an idiot in public... i dont go outside anymore tho （ ´,_ゝ`）

Not really. Sometimes I look at people and wonder if they're thinking about me oddly for some reason due to an odd expression on their face, but after a lot of life experience, I can conclude that other people just aren't paying full attention to what's going on, so any weird expressions they make to you can be ignored. In general, what others think doesn't matter that much anyway.

now if you get responses like double-takes (often benign, but sometimes something), hard staring (usually something), or making a concerted effort to look away (definitely something), those are signs that you might have actually done something odd (in which case, assert your dominance over them, you are in a winning position to defeat them lmao)

>>186411
ooh yes. I think about people that I simply walked past from years ago. But I've been going outside more and it's not as bad! I like to walk in the park when there aren't too many people.
>>186446
Why did you go out if you were smelly? I get really afraid to go outside even to take out the trash if I smell bad. I don't want to run into anyone in the hallways

I got embarassed during foreplay with a girl and she stopped midway cuz she said wasn't feeling it. Later she blocked me on everything. I still think about it. I haven't gotten any since （ ´,_ゝ`）

>>186649
i wasn't smelly when i existed i was smelly because i was all sweaty and my armpits got stinky and stuff plus its summer

>>186659
No deodorant?

>>186661
my deodorants aren't that strong