damn thats sUUUU NYAAA
UUUU NYAAA UUUU NYAAA

i think many people that got a normal life with friends and a good family or a "good social life" (which by today standards means getting on 5 dates a week) live pointless lives. many of them feel more devoid of meaning that you realize but they often lack the self analysis you have.
personally i see the anormality i got not as a curse but as an opportunity to achieve something "different". i really don't see a point in living the life or beating the road everyone else does, so i might as well try different things? many people who changed stuff in society or made great contributions in all fields had a fuked up life and i think they kinda felt the same.
maybe it's cliched but try not to think about what everyone else is doing or what is "the normal experience" but what you like or would like to do without worrying about deviating from the "standard path" or pointing too high at the sky. and it's totally normal to have doubts, so hopefully this helps give you more motivation eventually

>>183280
>>183281
Very good, very good.
BUt what gives your life meaning?

>>183289
ur not rabbit!!

the meaning of life is to have fun.

the meaning of life is to rape.

pursuing my interests

>>183277
I feel like if I were only born into a family that I actually liked, and met friends growing up that I actually liked and kept, that things might be different
I have both of those and I feel no different. I think the lack of meaning or conviction felt by many is just an effect of our current society

>>183310
First line should be quoted. No clue how I screwed that up

the meaning of life is nekomimi. >:3

First of, life is without meaning besides what you give it. If i die tomorrow, so be it. idc. Dreading death is just meaningless thoughts that just leads to more meaningless thoughts and pain. Freedom is nothingness. As someone with a j*b for 10years~, working is stressful and tiresome but i need money 4 food. Thats OK. I dream ofc to escape teh cycle, but I wont unless i save for years and years.

What gives me meaning is my interest and things i get overly obsessed, then just throw it away 1month later! continues exploring new things to lose myself in. While losing myself i also find a deeper part of myself. I find meaning in things i love. Even if its grinding xp or finishing a long VN. I think meaning in life is alot more than just teh computer, ironic i used to think that "all time not at the computer is waste time". But doing something else for awhile thats not infront of teh computer, maeks the time infront of the computer a lot better. Also why i do enjoy exerice as it maeks me feel good and relaxed. Nature cleans my mind and constant stimulation destorys me. Now I find meaning in building my body and playing gatcha! Life is only meaningful if you find things that maeks it meaningful. This might be more towards a self reflection that a reply, but i often wonder how life would be- if i did meet a girl and had kidz and whatnot, life would been a lot different, and i think i might find some happiness in that moment. But even so, i wouldnt want to change it as i am happy with my current life.

You are your life, and nothing else.
meowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeow fucker.

i've to add, that life isnt serious and if you think so, your life just get harder to enjoy.

nothing

Save your coin for a stone tower home atop a frigid mountain from which you can scowl at mankind.

>>183277
Do you daydream about something in your daily life? I’ve found that I achieve satisfaction in my life by pursuing them.

>>183277
i understand this quite well.
tbh there's a reason monasteries exist (no matter which religion, buddhist, christian), so people can just laze around doing things for ""god"". i mean it's not even a critic, they separate themselves from 'the world' deliberately.
but for us?
you and me are forced to do the 9-5 thing, we can't even exit to monasteries or the likes, don't we?
and because that's the situations we're in, we're actually, well, having quite FULL RIGHT to be as hedonistic or whatever 'unseemly thing' one thinks one needs, just to BALANCE OUT the whole "have to work and do society things in society" that our life forced on us.
PLEASURES to balance unanandonable PAINS.
yes, we don't have to be saints.
we are allowed to not be saints.
if we can't abandon the world that forces itself,
then we have the right to use the world anyhow we can.
even if we don't find "higher meaning" (try as we might) (probably not in the sucky place and time we're in)
so we just try and try what we can.
and you know what? some DO turn even more "religious" or "spiritual" meanwhile, it's all ok.
whatever one needs.
to cope. to go on.

>>183492
Articulated how I've been thinking for years