remebar this is what youre fighting for

Cheer up emo fapper!

have you tried minecraft?

>weak 3 second daily orgasms
Have you tried changing your diet, laying in bed while fapping, imagining making love with your waifu while fapping as vividly as you can, imagining how much she enjoys it, imagining cuddling with her after sex, rubbing her hot sweaty chest and belly, licking her sweaty neck, breasts and armpits, imagining the scent and her reactions, hugging her and holding her hands, and watching anime or whatever together with her every time after you've finished filling her womb (fapping)? I often need three tissues to absorb one of my thrice-daily cum loads and it feels so good that I absolutely look forward to doing nothing but making love with my waifu harem and watching anime everyday for decades to come. If your orgasms are weak and not pleasurable enough to be worth living for you're doing something wrong.

have you tried edging instead of cumin tho?

>>169890
why did she go through the effort of wearing a dress, corset, intricate hair style, if she was just gonna finish off the outfit with crocs??? is she retarded?

>>169905
its cuz youre an unfashionable craka

>>169889
When I feel hollow like this I tend to replay Yume Nikki. Some of the music in that game pretty much always makes me cry, and after a while I tend to feel better again. I seem to oscillate between feeling completely hollow/empty and days when I love absolutely everything in the world, but in the end I mostly just live for my dreams. Keeping a dream diary can help if you tend to dream often

>and weak 3 second daily orgasms from
my masturbation addiction in years.
How does this happen? I've masturbated multiple times a day for 8 years at this point and I still have exciting masturbation sections

try shrooms

Have you tried not being sad, that usually helps me

shrooms gave me something like depression, but if you already are depressed and desperate you could try

>>169926
i second this

Shrooms give you a great afterglow. You might think your depression is cured after you've taken them, but it will come back. Take the time you have during the afterglow to do good thing with your life and don't waste it. Then after a while, you can trip again.

If you just recklessly take copious amounts of psychedelics like I have, you'll just become even more of an isolated weirdo. Whatever, at least my mind is like, free from the Matrix, man.

>>170059
had a lot of fun going down this route. from what i've seen eventually you will reach a tipping point and have a crash out trip. a few things can happen: go schizo and convert to jebus, die/go to jail, or you reach the monad and escape samsara at the cost of some irrevocable sacrifice

>>169889
I feel depressed too.
I want to kill myself because i dont want to live like this any longer, it never gets better, it only ever gets worse, but im scared to hurt myself and i dont want it to be painful

>>170385
you can re-invent yourself, do something radically new. if you dont care about living then what do you have to lose by trying something new? you could abandon your job/family and go be a BMX super star
or go live in another country, or become a great racist for formula 1

>>170386
I cant do anything and i just dont feel happiness in anything i do anymore. Ive given up on life and i dont have energy to try

>>170388
get your doctor to put you on wellbutrin, cheat codes to getting rid of anhedonia. also take vitamin D supplements and B12. i'm not even meming it saved my ass. buy it grey market if you have to

>>169924
Everyone’s different.
I tend to only fap 3 times a week, the ejaculations get very weak and unsatisfactory. So I need to give myself a good amount of days in between to recharge.
>>169889
Since you don’t really wanna live anymore. You can try using this to an advantage. A lot of people live their days fearing death and fearing consequences. That is why if a revolution were to start I’d be very hesitant on joining it, hesitant on trying to take over the government or doing anything too extreme because I do have a life to lose.
You do all the things that you would generally be afraid of doing. There’s nothing left to lose after all get yourself a bucket list.

if you haven't watched every episode of Doremi while slowly masturbating then you aren't trying hard enough to not be depressed

there is always the next life!

whats the least painful way to die?

do it with honor!