I don't do anything
I just masturbate all day

I tried so hard to come up with a little loli tulpa. I was going to quit my job and go homeless, and just live in a shelter with my little princess all day, sniffing her butt. Unfortunately, God didn't make us all equal. Some of us have the crazy ability to bend reality, others have to make their reality not suck as much, by earning money

i jaced off twice today and im going to jace off again tonite!

>>169369
the problem with tulpamancy is it requires an immense amount of focus, as you are essentially bruteforcing psychosis through sheer will. most people don't have the wherewithal to focus on a single concept or idea for hours and hours everyday potentially for months. including me.

I don't wanna do anything, I don't wanna not do anything, I just want to sleep all day every day, I am constantly tired, 10 hours of bed is not enough

I got bored with fapping, I only fap now quite little out of necessity, nothing for true pleasure, I am not 13 anymore when fapping was an adventure

Last year my almost complete exclusivity of flat lolis faded, now I like bigger and dangerously FERTILE girls like Ran or Usada
Though not too big! Too big is also gross! Sacks of fat dingling from the chest ewww! Tits must be reasonable and not monstrous, legs and ass must be meaty and not fat! Round hips! Soft skin!

>>169459
if you hadn't done drugs then orgasms would be the best thing you've ever felt, but now while fapping you just wish you were doing drugs instead?

>>169461
I don't think so, I think that a decade of fapping might make it less special. I have seen all the best doujins already, perhaps my onaholes need replacements...

LSD is not even pleasurable in itself! LSD is buddha molecule, not earthly trash like coke or speed! It is impossible to fap on LSD, I tried, and it hurts instead. Dick simply does not work. You become neuter for a day or two. At least women could try but there is no drive anyway 15 minutes past onset, not even sweetest lolis won't evoke any ojisan urges I bet it would hurt girls too. And I am done with drugs! HPPD type 2 sucks! I saw everything LSD has to offer, I have no need to do it ever again. I don't even need alcohol anymore.

>>169467
After two decades of fapping it still feels amazing every time and the porn doesn't need to be something extreme either, it can be as vanilla as it gets and still do the trick. Even just pics of a hot nude girl alone not even doing anything sexual will work. Maybe the LSD permanently killed one of your testes or popped your prostate or something, or you're just not eating well enough.

>>169364
>I think that a decade of fapping might make it less special
That isn't true for me. It got better and I even learned how to squirt as a guy!

>>169467
>>169499
LSD is the best fap drug for me. A lot of people say sex just doesn't work for them on LSD, but I just can't understand that. It makes me incredibly horny, gives me incredible stamina, and increases tactile sensations manifold.

Now I have OBEs when I cum, I'm not kidding. I cum so hard I experience ego-death.

>>169467
>I think that a decade of fapping might make it less special
I had this too from being an insanely horny teen. I would fap but not even enjoy it much. Found that fapping to insanely softcore (like fully clothed with suggestive pose) gave me really good enjoyable orgasms again though

>>169522
What kind of things do you see when out of body? I figure orgasming and being OOB would attract some unsavory creatures.

Isn't porn on b banned? I kinda wanna be able to browse this site without worrying about being on a list

>Isn't porn on b banned? I kinda wanna be able to browse this site without worrying about being on a list
...wat? Pr0n has been posted here daily for almost 6 years

>>169569
There was an announcement saying "Attention, porn is now banned on b" a few weeks ago

>There was an announcement saying "Attention, porn is now banned on b" a few weeks ago
LIES

>>169575
Here >>161407
Now you are being fined 200 lolis. I hope your mod salary covers that

>>169566
I was in fact, kidding. I don't have OBE's, but I do have dissociative mystical experiences. A feeling that I am no longer myself, and that I've become a spirit hidden in everything and I only happen to be looking out from this one set of eyes.