I honestly wish I had this experience, nobody in the third world environment I'm in has the foresight to realise I'm neurodivergent, and everyone keeps abusing me over things I have no control over

>>144655
It's hard to blend into environment when I am the only retard in the room and I wish not to be noticed.

I personally don't make being an autist or whatever illness as a central point of soul and I don't like how actual retards made a bad image for anyone slightly off from the most average human.

I for one have absolute control over myself and I am conscious of every movement and action which I execute well for a good image.

I will not speak colloquially or without respect to someone who is older than me, my superior, more valuable than me, or someone on my team and I don't like how other students speak wrong and she allows it. I wear fairly formal, I mind my hair, my shoes, my bag and its contents, I mind my smell and my teeth. It is just respect not retardation (;´Д`)

I have a severe case of ahoge and I try very hard each morning to make it not stick out and nobody cares

>>144656
"I for one have absolute control over myself and I am conscious of every movement and action which I execute well for a good image."

This desire to appear perfect in social circumstances is a pretty good indicator of autism, I try to do the same, but unlike you I have no control, unfortunately