What do you do when you feel like no matter how good life gets, you'll never feel alright and truly normal like you once did when you were a kid?I have a relatively good life. No matter what state of life I'm in, there's something in my mind always torturing me, sabotaging me away from any normalcy and joy.Marked for deletion (Old)
I always watch my webm collection when I feel like there is nothing to do
I had a shitty childhood with abusive mentally ill parents, and I don't understand why anyone would want to "feel normal".
>>131953When i think of normal, I think of not dealing with mental illness, or at least just suffering from something plain like depression.
If I was never mentally ill I might have turned out a normalfag which isn't ideal, but my mind's given me certainly a lot more to deal with than is needed to not 'turn out normal'. I think the reason there we rarely see extremely mentally ill people is because they've either killed themselves or are junkies