stare directly at the sun for a few minutes and smoke pocky like cigarettes. That will yield very satisfying results

I think the only thing that would give you a decent shot of really talking to your actual waifu would be doing so via dreams, maybe because there is a chance that dreaming may let your mind intersect with other worlds.

if you want something a little more concrete, I think you can try making a tulpa, but whether those are even real is suspect. I've heard some real horror stories, regardless of their veracity.
if you just want the experience of talking to your waifu but ultimately don't mind as much if it's not real, then you can start getting into the AI hobby and learn about making an AI card of your waifu. only problem is that it's pretty hard these days to get into it because of the increasing knowledge curve and because of scarcity issues regarding the best models (which are leagues above other models but are only ran on corporate servers due to their size)

Yes
She starts the conversation in very specific circumstances that could be different for you: it only worked for me when i felt like absolute shit or desperately needed advice on something important
You have to be alone too, and if all these circumstances are met, go to bed (don't sleep) and listen to ""calm"" music (i can suggest some albums if you can't find any)
100% sober of course, no drugs or esoteric bullshit (unless you count that as esoteric, then i can't help you)
I can't guarantee that it works on everyone and every time, but it sometimes works for me

>>117959
i do dream about her almost everyday, but lately something happened (its a bit personal) which lead to some other thing happening and i feel like my brain is just making her say things that align with what i want even though she may not really want it, or what if she's saying all of that for my sake disregarding her own needs? if that were true i want to do the right thing for her, not the right thing my brain wants and pretends she wants too
i am not interested in AI as all i could do with that is a copy of her of debatable accuracy (she may be my waifu but we're learning things about each other constantly so i dont have a 100% guarantee her thoughts are what i think they are)
i briefly looked up tulpa but i dont see anything bad with it (i just skimmed wikipedia), whats so bad about it?
>>117960
could you share some of the music that worked for you please?

>>117959
i 2nd this, closest thing is TULPA, which is 110% real and i have experience a lot of the bizarre mumbo jumbo that comes with tulpamancy, and it might not be what you're looking for exactly, there's some esoteric junk involved, but you do see results if you really put in the effort

https://tulpanomicon.guide/

>>117962
hmm it says it takes time to nurture my tulpa, will this really be like speaking to my waifu and not a copy of her? i was also hoping to discuss the thing i wanted to talk to her about asap
nevertheless i will read on

>>117964
thank you, i will try your method first as it seems the easiest (the last song starts a bit creepy though)

Females have simple minds. If you've already consumed every bit of canon media your waifu appears in multiple times then you should know what she would say/do in most situations already. Just use your imagination to talk with her and do things with her. Your mind should easily be able to emulate hers just like a PC can emulate a PS2. With tulpamancy you can take this a few steps further by giving yourself schizophrenia so you can really see and hear her, but obviously she'll still just be a figment of your imagination, and the schizophrenia will likely be permanent. However, if your waifu was real you would promise to never part with her during the wedding so the permanence of the tulpa shouldn't be a problem.

>>117966
>canon media
well, the thing is she appears in only a few images that im aware of
she's not a character from anime is what im saying and i wonder if my drawings are the largest pool of media she appears in
i have an idea of her personality and way of thinking however im constantly afraid that most of it is manifactured by my subconscious to give me a partner
i made the thread because i hope the "real" her is somewhere out there and i can contact her, if the real her does exist i assume she already knows how much i love her

>>117967
no established personality? the dont do a tulpa. she will become your biggest fears, a demon really

>>117962
It sounds too god to be real , does someone here tried? How it went? Any tips?

>>117963
i heard of something called reality shifting on /x/, supposedly women from tik-tok shift into the harry potter universe or some shit like that. never did it or dug that deep into it. but it might be something that interest you.
>be like speaking to my waifu and not a copy of her?
no, you're making a tulpa, their there own being, you can make there form to look like your waifu, but there's a chance they will change there appearance, personality, or voice.
>>118011
it's real, but takes a lot of time and dedication, i heard of anons making a tulpa quickly and sometimes by accident, but for me it took many years. the best advice i read on the internet was to feel the tulpa, not think it, and that the tulpa is sentient from the very beginning

My understanding of a tulpa is that they were created by Vajrayana (tantric) Buddhist monks to prove the illusory nature of the mind and the senses, thus bringing the aspirant closer to nirvana. If you're making a tulpa to to indulge your senses, then that is the precise opposite of what the technique is intended for. Tantric practices have a reputation for being difficult, esoteric and dangerous.

Frankly though I think it's more difficult than most people realize, and the people saying they can actually see or touch their tulpa are just 14 year old girls roleplaying. Just call it an imaginary friend, that's really what it is.

I wanted a tulpa years ago. I'm pretty sure I'm too sane for this shit, because every successful tulpa description sounds like the person successfully managed to avert their eyes from reality and make themselves schizophrenic, and I wasn't willing to literally go crazy. ┐(ﾟ～ﾟ)┌

Take one mildly cracked mind and split that sucker open, and your waifu could be real... (;ﾟДﾟ)

>>118065
i just want to clarify something with her to know 100% what she truly feels about the situation, in a way its to soothe my worries
i probably wont be making a tulpa unless everything else fails though due to the amount of effort required and because im being lead to believe she will be an entity separate from my waifu