>>130892
lol america. regardless of how much you fight it, the system will find a way to put you in debt. just like moon landing, abolishing slavery never happened

>>130906
if I had the aptitude for crime, I'd do it (or rather, I'd already be doing it)
but I don't, so I won't

simple as that (´～`)

>>130910
The only thing bad in non violent crime like drugs or performing banned money tricks is the fear of whether they look after you and not morality of it

>>130908
>You wanna become a beekeeper?
no thanks
I am too lazy to do any real work
My degree is in computer science, I will just look for someone who is willing to hire a 24 year old with 0 skills and 0 experience.

my relationship is falling apart and the future seems very bleak and scary but im doing okay

I moved in with some family in richer country to save up money so that I can work for a bit then keep NEETing for a while. It was supposed to be temporary but now I'm away from home and I can't find any work and am homesick. How do normals do this?

>>130904
Same here

I'm just sleepy. So very very sleepy. Even if I get like 8 full hours of sleep it isn't enough.

>Even if I get like 8 full hours of sleep
Eh? I slept 12 hours today

>>130908
is there a way I can privately tutor cute little girls IRL instead of online? how much it pays isn't an issue, even volunteer work would be fine

>>130929
My grandma started sleeping a lot suddenly last december
Turned out she had cancer and died half a year later last july
Do you have cancer?

>>130931
go to a prestigious college and get offers from local schools. Other than that I don't know what to do

>>130932
wowowow that sounds unreal. what is the success rate of defeating cancer? you americans just give up and die when you find out you have cancer

>>130931
wait for the progress in the vr development, then you'll be able to pat their heads... retired...

>>130929
>>130930
>>130932
I'm currently pretty busy with studying. I only average around 6 hours of sleep a day

>>130933
That's a lot of money

why sohould i tell you dumbass nigger go cry in closet faggot

Fine. Not much is happening at all, nothing unusual...

my tummy hurt and i think i shit my pant

Everything is fucked.

I'm sick again, this time a cold.

In just last year alone i got covid twice, food poisoning twice. I'm so tired of being sick.(´ー`)

I haven't been sick for about a decade (except for things like keto flu and eating so much junk food that I vomit) because I'm a NEET that never goes outside

>>131102
same

I always drink coffee and play games/program stuff, but then I tire myself out and start drinking. I'm not sure how to find a balance.

Still waiting for my THC gummies to arrive

>>130903
i wont have one until mid 30s
but it lets me look busy

>>131107
hows their taste ?

I've 30days~ worth of playtime on OSRS in about 3 months. :nyaoo2

I really miss fucking my daughter.

>>131117
Me too!

>>131118

The suffering is real.

>>131119
How about u kidnap one and say: Now you are my daughter?

you meant "miss my fucking daughter"... right??

>>131120

Not in my character.

>>131121

No.

I feel like dead weight to everyone around me. Ever since I was born I've been nothing but 20 years of financial ruin to my family. I'm very ashamed of myself for being me of all people. No matter what I set my mind to, I find ways to royally fuarrrk it up. I've always just been broken, oh well.

One day I will be an hero, that day cannot come soon enough.

>>131128
Same.

>>131128
PAIN!!!!

>>131128
>>131129
I believed the same until I learned how to overcome dissatisfaction.
I had planned running into a train but then I realized that my dissatisfaction was self induced.

If you two are honest consider watching this video, do not skip. I know his microphone was bad. If you skip you are emo by choice. If you don't skip and pay attention you will quit being emo this evening. Forget the religious parts, but the philosophy aspect is productive.

I wished to be something but lacked any motivation and never did anything from despair. Now I don't feel despair because in fact I don't have to achieve things nor not achieve things. I do not feel too attached to my fate and I never felt genuinely bad anymore. There is no reason to care about these things and so no reason to feel bad.

Killing yourself is not a way out. You will decompose, get absorbed into living things and rise again because you are attached to your atoms. If you cannot get your body dumped into space then you cannot escape it. It is more desired to learn to live accordingly until you respawn because you will respawn.

How to not feel bad:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHWIQzd8bVw&t=79

More:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryZp2UOobP8

>>131137
Fuck off.

>>131137
NEET life is far better than nirvana. Instead of eliminating all desire and most pleasure in exchange for eliminating all dukkha, be frugal and minimize your desires while indulging in as much frugal pleasures as you can, maximizing pleasure in exchange for just a little dukkha. In other words, realize that a gf/wife is not worth tens of thousands of hours of wageslavery because sex doesn't feel THAT much better than fapping to lolis all day. It's not worth it, therefore a NEET is already experiencing one of the best lives a human can possibly have, except for those who are absurdly lucky enough to win the lottery or be gifted a fortune. Even most rich families don't just give their kids millions, rich kids are still usually forced to work.

>>131151
Dont be rude
>>131155
I think so too
Lowering your expectations and not caring what is happening makes it enjoyable when anything nice happens or numb when anything bad happens

real lifes pretty lonely and depressing most of the time but i have the internet and things i like to cope, and it could be worse, i could be getting tortured right now

>>131117

Story time?

How old was she?

I feel so scared
I wish I had anyone I knew to talk to about any of the stuff im going through

>>131221
Heyuri is here for you

>>131221
i feel the same way.

everypone is thinking about little girls
but who would think about us ossans?!

>>131226
what about jiisans?!

>>131221
Same here

im struggling to find anything interesting or entertaining, i should be feeling good about my accomplishments but i feel blah about it. I'm doing my best to find enjoyment in things despite that...