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I use this board temporary and am more of refugee person, than constant board user. Sorry but I am not really laintard either, I prefer simple stories instead. I will use this thread to post only my personal happenings, just as if it was a diary by marine biologist stuck in deep ocean with no food, putting data daily about the catastrophe he's in, enjoy posting on it though I will freely answer questions.

Well, introduction is most needed, I guess. It would be kind of difficult to greet strangers and explain what my incumbency is, so I'd rather refuse and simply introduce myself as W00t. I do not want to use trips because that'd just be extra work, plus I think I have faith no one would put such energy to defile me. It is best thing that I am making this thread on Jan 7th also known as Christmas, in orthodox circles. Due to my slavic origin, I am associating myself with orthodox culture out of necessity. But, I personally prefer Catholic dominations and western spheres of schisms, that is due to the fact it's most popular denomination in Poland. I have polish noble ancestory. Though, aristocracy does not exactly confirm to my real situation. I have lost connection with these people quite long ago, and I wouldn't dream of possiblity of returning. They are rich, though, so I've heard. No matter, I am basically internet basement dweller. I am not really gonna exceed expectations in many things outside shamefulness to any noble blood, so far. I've been quite terrible hedonist my life, and I am mostly upset. Nevertherless, I will use this thread to discuss my current things, to vent out stuff but not forever, only while I currently have to do so, or at least hopefully as I feel free to speak here, as I am quite coalstone tired of all places without free speech. Currently, I am working on returning chudpol domain and trying to survive ''the Russia''
Note that I am not here to argue or answer brewing soykaf, so please, don't be rude my comrades.
>current happening
My PC is fucked. To be more precise, it is fans that make unbelievable noise, I am scared whetehr it might actually drop dead though. IT seems fans are overworking themselves, meanwhile gpu sits sleeping all day. I was gonna take it to repairshop back on the 1st of January, unfortunately have failed. ... It stopped. Thanks God. Anyway, it will return if I use even 0.0001% of cpu. I've tried quite a few tricks but none of them have seriouse effect, so I am not sure what is wrong with it. To be precise, it's not cpu fan itself but the secondary fans, at least my best guess it's them but I don't have any workstation and barely any space in my room, so it's not like I can do full disassembly conviniently. Merry Christmas! Oh yeah Jesus is born, right? I've been recently studying marine microcosmos, one of the things I always wanted was to get microscope and have my own samples, but that'd be difficult. I really fucking love worms. Tube worms, anchor worms... I love looking into all kind of parasitic worms, especially, it is my preferances. Before that, I looked into fossil research, but after a lot of time I became more amused in studies of multicellular evolution and protists, as well as animals like Hydrozoans and extermophiles in the kingdom of Archaea. I was chatting with ChatGPT and other Ai, asking it personally questions about how to exterminate all organic life? It seriously bothered that it'd be practically fcking impossible. I was thinking of like it'd be cool for there to be like AI, and the AI could destroy all life. and then how would it go about it? AI can definitely use more energy than organic life which is simply an advantage. Then I was thinking about a drama story of how the AI would kill all microcosmos and then try to imitate humans after they all died. I wonder how the AI would live without humans though, would they develop their own language? I was thinking about my feelings towards MY people, as I was looking into AI. I basically have lots of grudges on others, especially in real world, but I am hedonist myself. "Why help other humans if you lose?" I was thinking about God and humilation just in the morning. It's been on my mind for centuries. I understand how outmost difficult it is truly to be the only ONE left in the universe. How important warmth is and how humans are insecure no matter the age, and most of us still require each other no matter how selfish the people in general are. However, it kind of made me feel saddened. Knowing that in romance I'd be useless. I am not very useful person. I have never really gifted anybody anything, in fact I feel I had quite traumatic experience that made me so indifferent. But I also feel hedonistic tendencies in me, perhaps lousy hedonistic tendencies that pick easy ways out. I was recently chatting with AI, and I was thinking about how autistic I am 'cause I don't get attracted to irl women. Whether from fear, or cope, or some other reason, but I am definitelly Gamma male, I don't feel like working hard for them and have always been confused about other men. Working hard to get women always felt like playing as livestock, which I wouldn't ever commit. Being treated like resource depicates my feelings for romance, but even if I can pretend I am pretty gay tbh. I had many fantasies thinking about women treating well which aroused me, I acknowledge hedonism of it. I acknowledge also that I am really lazy and when I am I get frustrated mentally, end up spitting nonsense, it's kind of depressing how out of touch I am with my own mind, one thing I hate about it it's not sexual pleasure, it's just in general that I have OCD for things, why can't I stop feeling good? Being happy is a true crime. I wish I could do things that suck and are very very boring without having constantly second thoughts. I also wish I didn't have need to prove myself. I feel like I am missing something in the world with knowledge I possess, as if the world doesn't matter anymore just like when you do heroine, maybe 2D women are like heroine. I am definitely not lolicon kind of guy, but I understand from my point lolicon is actually a healthy version of that. I feel as if I want the most normie shit like a girl who makes you a sweater or pompers you by cleaning your ears and hugging you with her huge breasts... huge melons, motherly pillows of love.... that would... ugh... Shit like that always confuses my mind again and again, big boobs. I can't stop thinking. but I am scared of getting banned so I'll retract. I wish one day bioroids became real, and here is the kicker: it's like i want bioroids to exist to experience love but also it's because I am socially inept to experience healthy relationship like millions of human ancestors have done before I was born. With modern knowledge, it is very difficult to trust women. Bioroids would definitely be neat robotics, and with general popularity of waifuism it might not be far off. But I am afraid NEETs are just gonna die pathetically and vanish, without the trace on human history just like many have. NEETvolution is mostly a pipe dream. I've been playing Azur Lane just recently started, compared to gacha games I've played before it's pretty good. Good is kind of gay to say, cause its gacha. But games are games nevertheless. I know I said I prefer difficult games, and I enjoy playing like games like shmups or whatnot. But Azur Lane is very chill peaceful game, I was thinking of writing doujinshi for it, because i want big boobs... Anyw--way, damn... I wanted to get Charybdis but I keep getting shit ships. Also, why is there no character team presets for it? No, seriously. Shouldn't you be able to save team? I got Shimakaze, Prince Eugen... Also Bismarck from New Year's event. But that's it. I never imagined I would play it, though. I am trying not be an addict about it, but Charydbis type waifus get me... affect my concentration. /endCOM.
>I originally planned on posting on lainchan but it was relatively fucking difficult to do so, that is why it sounds so autistic.
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So, for that very purpose, it is support to hide our ideals but also to fight for them. Just like how Jews have managed to return Israel to their land after the aliyah after all the harsh years being without their homeland left to spend time at, or maybe a little better than that, we really would want to get bioroids available for the male population with their own ovium egg implementation. However, due to our enemies being a very huge population that is outmost immortal and corrupted, for us to fight them would require building a professional case on how these bioroids are used in safe manner. In other words, we must be able to build a legal statement that supports how marrying a bioroid can be used ethically and cannot be harmful. That will of course lead to population growing in countries with bioroids, and ironically or by fate, you can say... It is a rival to woman's "abortion right". Since bioroids will be legally or should so legally, or even if not are allowed to be without contraception at any time or place when a man wants to consummate. I realized how many posts I've made by this thread, definitely a lot by now, either way that is something that will mitigate unfairness towards male population and their inefficency in the country, also of course androids are gonna be based on Azur Lane or Taimanin characters if the men or the government will get rights on them.

Ultimately, it'd be nice if each government had only rights to produce bioroids of their faction's battleship, but it will be unlikely and probably everyone will get to buy globally any biorid they'd like due to globalization. That also means cultural persevation for pretty much eternity, given there's no economis crises, because that means you can reproduce with bioroid of any culture you want at any time, so it is the opposite of nazi Weltanschauung, which requires people more living space to survive. Here, you can be NEET for the rest of your life in Japan but due to bioroids coming with genetically modified eggs, you will be able to pererve your euroepan ancestory even throughout decades of living in there.

That makes border conflict over race absolutely meaningless and stupid, basically in my thread I have already solved georacial conflicts through the bioroid legal work.
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No.130560
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>>130544
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!

ABSOLUTE DOGSHIT TURDFUCKSHIT ASS DIARRHEA SHIT!

I bought the plates with my credit card and didn't pay debt, which means for last 3 months or 2 months or so they were giving me fucking %... fucking kikes'

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

20$ lost... i will starve tonight.

No, but seriously I fucking hate accidentally buying from my credit card, these fucking kl#kes gave me it on purpose. Unreal. Don't they fucking know I dont pay atteention n shiiit.
Uh... these are so fucking annoying.

Lost around 20 or more maybe 40$? goddamn.
FUCK!
FUCK!
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No.130561
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fuck

FFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCK FUCJKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

I hate banks...... I hate them so fucking much its unreal.

Why are all corporations such greedy evil shits
and there are so many fucking arab women and just women in general wroking at greedy corps
it makes me depressed.
its like the jews arent the problem
it is women who are de joos
women are joos
ouch my money....
my fucking money.....
and the worst part is I am about to purchase clip studio which doesnt really have pirated versions or anything.
that means i wil;l go and lose 50$ more...
hahahaha
FUCK!
Fuck this. As russian buying a virtual item feels somewhat scary. 50$ for that shit... The worst part is there's another verison 249$ (... I can afford it but I have to starve next year) no I am serious, 200$ for a virtual program.... virtual fucking program wtih no physical value. There is a reason why github exists. Kind of weird to realize bittorrent and linux are the things that aren't free everywhere. Anyway, FFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCK FUCJKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCK FUCJKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCK FUCJKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCK FUCJKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCK FUCJKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCK FUCJKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCK FUCJKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCKFFUCK FUCJKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
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OKAY I AM BUYING CLIP STUDIO PRO


I pray god please i dont want to get scammed.
all of this is shady buying retail keys.

UHHHHHHHH
YES I WASTED MONEY ON ELECTRICITY


even though the server has stopped, chudpol keeps taking money from my credit card. It shouldnt do that anymroe since server isn't around but I wonder why I forgot to change the card to debit...fucking dumbass
shit

I probably should upload some of the videos i've made. but I have some issues with the format. apparently adobe doesnt support fragmented videos in mpeg. I have this entire Yoshi Island playthrough (almost) and also touhoushit
shit
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No.130566
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>>130565
because youtube has different format size....
Also the KEY ISN"T HERE YET! basically my dumbass thought muh i am gonna upload videos on youtube and then nigga I am gonna like download them to change the format....
only now I've realzied this is FUCKING STUPID.
that is because if I do that then I might as well just convert to different foramt the viiedo and download it....
I am basically doing this too complicated for some reason.

uh.
wait this is fucking stupid. I still have to download the videeos all over again.
but why do i have to do something so fucking insane? and all converters have video limit of how many.
I am fucking going insane.
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No.130567
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>>130566
why the fuck does adobe not support mov whats wrong with this shit
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No.130582
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the guy who sold me the key looks jewish.

he also hasnt bought the key yet according to him, I wonder if I am being swindled Ç))
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No.130583
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>>130582
technically I've bought it for cheaper version than it costs on official site. if he is planning on buying the key i wonder if i actually am scammed because there is no way he'd buy that on official site. fuck
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>>130583
THIS STUPID KI K E

so i wrote to the jew. You won't believe it. the kike hasn't bought it. he said it was too expensive. YOU'RE SUPPOESD TO ALREADY HAVE THAT KEY. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE IN THE FUCKING EMAIL. ZOG can't
no look. look at his face.
i wonder how much it would cost if he actually bought it 10-15%?
retail is ultimate judaism
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No.130587
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I've just cracked Clip Studio, I might not have to pay 240 $ but I am not capable of seeing the store either though. Technically, I don't know how to make brushes however I will look into that though. I jest it doesn't hopefully matter as it looked kind of empty.
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That means I was basically this CLOSE to buying digital software for the first time in my life without any kind of physical material.

can you imagine spending money on internet itself?
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>>130589
wait...
the store is also working!
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>>130589
oy goys, i leave this video and i go shalom!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RyeYiBu3EA
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>>130593
actually, don't watch this vid its pretty generic but maybe...?
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Fuck, when you have lots of things to do your brain explodes and "wha?" waah, it's basically () { waah.Makes(autism); because it is so much like crap hapepning in your daily basis when you wake up its like
waaah.FUCK! (autistic screeching

the money hasn't returned yet, but i feel way too overwhemled with multiple tasks and all of it fucks iwth my brain. I am not quite very flexible as I wake up early. So many things to do... So little motivation. No sexual motivation. May the world burn cause i feel like i want to do things but i don't know which to do or do how many at a time. I feel like there are toooo many things too much shit in my head my head doesn't want to function anymore but it has to. not want, it wants to function but it cant concetrate but overall i am just going schizo right now i think i just go to sleep and diedie>l
die
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give me monneyyy
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>>130627
where did my moneyu go. givem e back my money
anyway, i feel such fucking aboulomania?
i guess i ujust need gym again but I dont feel like cooking...
uh... mAN
shit.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i21OJ8SkBMQ
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>>130631
one of sad things I was going about reading political conspiracy theories, I noticed that I have one of the worst issues. For some reason my ip is always banned on wiki and I am just not into making an account. Sadly, that means I could never experience editing a wiki article properly to fix information on the official wiki all that while. IT is kind of unfortunate.

Man, I love worms. But today I was watching too many political brainrot vids, even currently sadly. Fuck, I guess I miss chudpol now. /pol/ was a funny place then.
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today i've learnt that politically i can be defined as "Fifth column" because i basically want europe destroyed for the sake of female christian bioroids who care about me and other men.
I genuinely think the great replacement isn't real and simply is biological cause of feminist women who say atheism is great and who don't understand their native responsibilities as women in marriag because they rejected responsibilities of wife towards a husband.

That deos- anyway, female bioroids will be made. and they will replace women all, I swear this is real techonology, will be prominent.

I don't want war or violence, there is a way to solve this that I am pursuing right now... I just need other people to hear me out on what is right. Bioroids are the Future of the World.
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No.130654
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atheist women want you to fight for them.
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No.130692
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WHY? FUCKIN HELL!
Yet again for some reason it cut off from my credit card when I was buying.fuck my credit card
they also have not returned my money from that clip studio deal yet...
Uh, this customer service needs 2 fucking days?! removed my credit card that was assigned...
the credit card drives me nuts why teh fuck i am even havingit there? i hate automatic filling now...
the bank just called me and said I was owing them 1000 ruble fine, but it sounded like AI. I literally paid everything back.
could the bank have been scamming me or some shit?
I wouldn't suggest its not possibility with russian economy being turmoil and that. I just want to sleep when things like thath happen. again and again!
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So, I was thinking of the black man. Or something, oh yeah, I have Old Spice so I am black now. Look at this.
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here is evidence i told you all i am black tho
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ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!
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>>130710
As I am reading forbidden book I noticed that the investigator or the criminial psychologist employee in the story, which appears also in the manga writes about blunt objects to the head while investigating a murderer. A murderer got hit when he was child, and henceforth became or in other words it is convergent. But it is not proven like actual evidence of harmful, just as convinient anectodal possibility.

the funny thing is I actually did get hit as a child in the head.
To this day I have physical print from that on my face. I wonder if that explains my mental issues, like the OCD? However, I think it is not.
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they shouldn't give autistic people right to use chatgpt like that..... damn
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After reading about Vault 7 program by CIA, I realized that the simplest way to stop CIA from spying on your computer is to just use the Linux kernel.
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these niggas are literally just the feds themselves.
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sorry i am just wormholin'
i should be uploading but i am lazy....
so instead i am wormholing the internet https://www.documentcloud.org/documents/25137474-dallas-humber-research-rwbc-missgorehound-ryder/
what de heck is this art? it's awful. man
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I just thought of this story about nazi german woman like Bismarck from Azur Lane but with slightly slinter eyes, the eyes have to be more evilish... And basically the story is there is a gypsy boy with brown hair. and that boy is very autistic and likes to solve puzzles and likes trains and other autistic stuff like popping bubble sheets and collecting stamps. But the german woman eventually loves him and has sex with him daily. And that she gets NTR'd in away of hanz.
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>>130770
but the boy is so innocent she falls in love and he fucks her everyday, he tries so like... basically he wrosk very hard when he fucks her and she finds it cute and now she has lots of romanian gypsy babies, she feels like propaganda is too artificial.
according to HLA studies, humans avoid interbreeding and choose partner is so more different from them genetically.- so germans normally would prefer someone else that doesnt look like boring hans with overly sized ego.
russian cocks are preferable because they are easier to survive in cold. plus it is about the survival from the disease after all.
but something about autistic boy fucking german aryan woman in officer clothes is hot.
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this pic related
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No.130774
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p-Ykf-LCaOw
i am watching tghis its about black men conquering german women and making in more like russia.
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No.130775
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7he5aWqwmqw

wow. this should be on the main page of every imageboard, like legally by Council of Europe put this documentary on top of every imageboard thread.
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No.130783
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I've created a really cool thumbnail but after rereading my fucking novel i found nothing too great to inspire me and also I am sleepy and bored.
Time keeps ticking... That makes me even more depressed! -_-
but... today is Sabath! I am allowed to relax.
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No.130784
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>>130783
the sushi... she brought me sushi. and the sushi i am eating make me feel poisoned. i just spent hours and i cant eat them because of how much I dont want to. I dont like sushi at all.
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God save us.
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I woke up with hatred. my money is practically stolen, they don't want to give me it back.
never buying digital "keys" ever fucking again.

not that I ever wanted. I always told myself not to buy it. Swore it. EEH.

I hate women i wish femicide was real whatever.
anyway do it bioroids will change my depression if they were finally made, otherwise i will just die.
death is such depressing... idea.
i just am angry right now rent free
but my wishes wont just come true nigga
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No.130830
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so going through blackpilling because i feel so nasty
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTvG0Xi11H4
so i found this tranny guy who says he wanted to stop being a neet. and then check his youtube vids, he became troon.
yeah i know the rules of this board theres nothing wrong.
but anyway, this is pretty fucking HILARIOUS ha
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FINALLY! YES ! GOD IS ON MY SIDE AFTER ALL! FEMICIDE IS REALLY GOING TO HAPPEN. ITS TRUE.
HELL YEA!
I GOT ME MONEY BACK BOIII!
yeeeea!
that was just one more thing that truly made me feel enslaved and depressed. I am glad they returned the money.
Jesus, why do they have to make me watch blackpilled videos about women?
misandrist shithole society without bioroids that do not humilate a man. mark my words, bioroids will become real and they will outplace women from europe.
white women instead will be cheaper than bioroids and will be moved to africa and india because they are not needed.
uh man, I feel so much happier now knowing I don't have to deal with this shit. Heheheheheheheh, yes! I don't have to be angry anymore. Wow. The feeling of slavery is absolutely the worst. When you know you're not in control, I just cannot stand humilation in this "society" of silicon toys. the feeling of owning your money, the feeeling of owning your apratment. Ahhh nice!~ JUst how aristocrat should be, wagie keep waging.. wagie keep waging.
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I was now thinking about azur lane doushjinshi. What should I write in it? NTR or normal sex scenes, in both cases I feel I am satisfying different audience. NTR is for women because they like evil. Pampering and cuddling, etc is for men. But it's exactly split into two things that make me feel I want to add everything in that I want like full entire lord of the rings shit.
But I don't know about adding NTR, on one hand it is spicy but otherwise it is hurtful and personally spirtiually painful to write.
What God would do? I think Old Testament God would kill all modern women but that's just how I feel, so i was actually thinking of writing anti ntr story that will have like 3 pages but i dont know about it either. Maybe. Anyway, I just played another touhou and it gave me climax better than any sex. Holy shit, I wish I could explain how enjoyable it is to play. Incremental gaming can truly nudge ya mind and soul.
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No.130902
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TokYUITs6zs
you know I lik ethis video it proves that kind of elaboration, you see nazis are basically delusional epeople. they DO NOT like to attend tthe church. But they do want self-spirtiualistic character, because they want praise and glory but dont like the things that church offers which is mostly humble divination.
but they still want to socialize just in their twisted crooked way wityh other twisted crooked trash. that is modern society to this day, though. but thanks god for vidiya gamz
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No.130913
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>>130902
Fucking awesome. No. I want russian bank to fall
I just asked for the store to give back my money and it was transfered to my credit card.ª
I have repaid twice for the credit card, now this 50$ will never be back as they are a part of credit...
this is fucking sad news.
Iºve lost even more money.
I am never good with money, it makes me feel sad that i technically supported russian bank and willingly gave so much money to the bankers....
its really bad
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No.130914
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>>130913
I've returned my money might I might as well have not done that....
the comission is 5$ every time which means ive lost around 30-40% possibly from transfering it back....
god i fucking hate bankers.
man we sdohuld like break all their windows and fuck these vampires.
how can they make so much money by doing literally nothing what a fucker.
we need alunya again in this world. fuck the comission shit. electricity sohuld be free so fuck yourselves. no seriously. i hate that blood sucking comission
imagine transfering 2$ only to have 10$ comission is insane.
fuck banks. i lost money anymore.
fuck banks again fuck them fuck God please punish them like Ancient Egyptians were punished. fuck the banks man. this iks not cool./
and then these fuckers post photos of lamborgini on instagram? that is bullshit.
they are worthlesss.
maybe communism is good. i dont want this fuckers to be happy just rob them and give all the bank money to the people. or to me so i can draw azur lane doiushini
these is somewhere a factual thing that you need to scam federal reserve and banks like it is a duty of a citizen to scam them
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No.130915
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>>130914
i have bought painting pad. i wasnt looking too much, it is not quite as big thankfully. i dont have space, around 30 cm or something.
good thing I bought it AYAY
just so postcriptum i am unhappy man for sure. i also have money left now though.
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No.130917
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Ok, guys, whoever is reading my blog daily. I want to mention something
it is about the rich. And they drive these lamborghini, now the car is okay, I guess, it's beatiful but it is also ugly. You know why? Because people who drive them are ugly and they won't be remembered, only the cars will be. Not only that but there is a greek tale of Midas. Gold is worthless and its cost is overexagerated but that is practically useless in survival or biologym but God doesn't give shit about them or their treasures. The only thing that is allowed to have the most gold is God's Temple and God's Bible is the only thing that is allowed to look most beautiful, transcendent and illustrous. In fact, I would make money and become rich by just doing that. I would sell the bible and I want it to be somewhat cheap for others to buy it.
But here's the thing about this man with his car, the car is only as beautiful as its surroundings. And if the people suffer, then ... There is ... no point at all in it. In any of it. There is no point driving a car if things around you are like shit; that's the difference between real nobility bloodline and fake borgeouis like them.

They have never done shit to deserve their moment.

PS I would really love a bike.
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>>130917

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>>130918
azur lane outfits are quite unoriginal. they need to make less fuckin sense like fate outfits or something. I sent many letters complaining to them that they should trty more creative outfit designs, even genshin impact has it more than azur lane, i assume only it is just how they used to do it. but exlcuding this one most are way too logical.
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No.130945
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>>130927
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9wWedSZBfE
I wonder if germans had nazi tendencies earlier in medieval ages or even during their tribal times. Anyway, I really want to draw Azur Lane douishjin, I want it to be a mix of something like sitcom fun comedy plus also sex scenes in in.
Drawing muscles, original clothing, character appearance and the script as well as panels is a load of work.
I was looking at Florence Nightingale outfit and was thinking how cool the light from these kind of clothes, also how i wouldn't be able to capture colorful clothing well in the manga, but also just having to be able to do this kind of shading that I prefer. All of that is some of few details that make thousand of factory. I wonder if coloring images from grey will be difficult and take too much time. I do not want to only color parts of the panel, like I've seen in some eromanga however. I think coloring a part makes other parts of the drawing appear blurish.
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