[scroll]As a tween before I discovered GuP(it was just going to be launched tbh) I had a fantasy, or LARP, call what you want, as a sort of aristocratic androgyne sukeban that altered between a trad tomboy like Kino and a mixed styles lolita... I can buy a Miata and a retro motorcycle if I can find it and maybe kiss a girl friend, but I will never have that experience where I am the unique nerdy, aristocratic origin(i'm technically H. Rawicz but don't mind it so much.) knightsmaid turned into a road bandit delinquent with her other delinquent friends, I will never be the perfect genderbenter, I am not a magical girl even if I might be a practitioner, and I am not tongue kissing shota with my friend circles that all love him as if he was a cigar being passed(I don't even smoke because i'm sensitive! LOL), I'm never dropping sake all over my body and waiting for shota to drink, I am not a sukegopnik, I am beyond chuuni and beyond mokkochi... But at least I have a shota-sized dirty pillow and love otaku activities(´～`)