... dont judge me for what your about to read

But I felt like I should get this story off my chest. And knowing heyuri... some of you will probably masturbate to it

Go back 20 years. I was a fresh faced middle schooler, just entering my teen years. I had a gang of friends (we are all boys). We were always getting into trouble, and we were feared by other kids and even by the teachers. I was a little heavier then, and quite a bit taller than my peers, so I was physically strong enough to easily overpower most of my classmates and even some of the older teachers

There was this one girl and her friends that we always liked to pick on. She had a bigger nose than usual and we called her names like "the duck" and called her nose a bill. Sometimes we drew ugly pictures on her desk.

She always took it quietly and didnt even look at us. Thats what your supposed to do when your being bullied, right?

It only made me angrier

We started escalating our bullying. I started tearing up her papers in front of her to see her reaction. She would beg us to stop but I didnt. I liked that she was finally giving us a reaction

I also started pulling her hair and kicking her, spitting on her. Sometimes we would steal her shoes and throw them in the toilet. She would have to wear stinky toilet-water-soaked shoes all day

One day we pulled an incident that ended up getting me suspended from school (and got her moved to another school)

Before summer break, the school was planning to hold a big dance/performance. She was picked to be one of the dancers, and she was super excited about it. We saw her packing her uniforms... and even today I regret what I did

She always had very long hair. We took some scissors. I pinned her down while my friend cut off her hair. We drew on her face with markers and then, again, shoved all her dance clothes in the toilet. Then we beat her up a little and left in the bathroom, hair cut off, face smeared, and clothes torn.

Somehow we got found out. She had never reported us before out of fear of reprisal... but I guess she did this time.

I got suspended and my parents were told I almost got criminally charged, but it never happened

That girl never came back to school. I was told she was transferred somewhere else. I dont even know if thats true. Sometimes I wonder if she killed herself

I calmed down as I grew up, but that last incident sticks with me. I took things too far and I regret it. Every few weeks, I feel a pang of guilt for the damage I probably did to her psyche.

So anyway... yeah.. call me whatever, i jut wanted to share this story with my fellow heyurizens