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Two days ago, I had created my character. She was in my head, and sent me positive signals and all that. I had spent two days telling her about my daily life, my interests, and I introduced her to everyone.
Yesterday, when I got home, I did the dishes with her, and then I tried to build her.. that's when things went wrong. Y'see, I'm one of those retards who can't visualize things when they close their eyes. I can't even see a bright red apple. So of course, I started doubting myself, and then I stopped getting signals from her. After that, I started to panic, and I tried to have a lucid dream in an attempt to see her, so I could get advice on how to bring her to my world.
I failed. I didn't lucid dream, and now she's dead.
No life companion for me :emo:
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>and I introduced her to everyone.
You were supposed to keep her a secret... Otherwise the organization kills her by putting medication in your house's water (;´Д`)
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RIP tulpa chan [*] :emo:
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>>162711
>I'm one of those retards who can't visualize things when they close their eyes
How the fuck does that work?! Are you incapable of dreaming then, since obviously you have your eyes closed when you sleep? Or are you just making shit up
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>>162724
people with aphantasia can dream
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>>162725
If someone can dream, he clearly doesn't have the so called "aphantasia" I don't even believe it is a real thing
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aphantasia isnt real ur just retarded lolz :biggrin:
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so I looked up aphantasia... u guize really have apples inside your heads? :unsure:
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I had a friend who was big into tabletop role-playing games but also apparently could not visualize anything at all inside his head. which is weird... because visualizing stuff inside your head is what makes this hobby work. how do you navigate a fictional physical space or imagine other characters in your role-playing game if you can't visualize anything?
that's always puzzled me since I learned about it. he's a nice, friendly, humble guy too, so it's not like he was trying to get attention or appear special. maybe he was just a real-life NPC.
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Aphantasia sounds like the opposite of schizophrenia, where schizos have too much dreaming chemicals in their brain while awake and aphantards have too little of it. When observing how retarded some people are I don't doubt they have major brain problems like that.
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tulpa-chan will cum 2 u in ur dreamz n fuk u in da ass
just 2 let u know she's still around or smth
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My aphantasia and horrid spatial awareness actually makes me want to kill myself. It prevents me from having any joy, since I can't draw or do anything too complex because of it. Thank God I'll die in a car crash soon since I can barely comprehend the amount of space I take up
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oh noes
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I don't have aphantasia so I can't picture in my head how could that work
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A tulpa sounds really nice to make but if I buillt one of wife she would probably make me suicidal. I need to be on better terms when I do it
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>>162789
You can't actually build a tulpa of your waifu. There have been too many instances where tulpas go insane if they realize they're just an imitation of a character you want to fuck.
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>>162726
wrong on all accounts
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>>162795
Uh... an explanation of your statement would be nice, you know
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>>162738
I can imagine an apple but I don't literally see it... Maybe I'm retardz0r too :nagato:
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>>162791
>tulpas go insane if they realize they're just an imitation of a character you want to fuck.
I don't think mai waifu would care that she's a clone or imitation, she just wants to get her way.
She's already a bit of a lunatic which is why I'm hesitant, this does NOT mean I don't love her, I just want to be at my best.
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which mashimaro would be the least likely to be upset that she's a tulpa I created to be my wife/cum toilet?
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>>162796
it's well-documented that people with aphantasia can see dreams and the existence of aphantasia itself is also obviously well-documented


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