It's OP. Now I realise my initial thought was too shallow and I shouldn't have posted the thought. I'm sorry for the pointless stir I caused.
My initial post perhaps is what remains from my strict yet innocent catholic past as a kid. If this response brings any value I am not involved in any social connections in real life and only connections I have on the internet is Heyuri and one other niche chan and I don't know what is going on in the world since at least 2012, the last thing I remember is the European football event from that year. I'm not playing any purity, I've been against porn personally for very long. All low quality, badly homemade, very vanilla and low resolution porn that used to go around the internet 20-15 years ago was annoying, I think what repulsed me the most from it was lack of mental maturity which is the respect for the act and arrogance that it emanated from people who kept posting it.

I'm sorry I don't know what to think. I loved the simplicity of the world before everyone went online, lack of internet meant no porn in many cases. Walks thorough golden fields, joy of getting the book I wished for, voluntary works for fun, now it all feels empty and pointless. Admitting to porn used to be a taboo in my area, while now many people's lives openly revolve around their fetishes and constant search for sexier things. I can't get used to internet being common and all things that are caused by it. Or perhaps disconnect from the world caused me to go back to the cave. I am not sure what I'm doing. I don't know anything anymore. I can't conclude whether I'm in the wrong and I didn't come here to annoy, misbehave and stir. I don't know. I would delete this low thread but I don't remember the password. Perhaps others were right that I'm retarded and it keeps progressing. Confused.