>>71001
It's unbelievably hard losing a good friend. I had a friend online a while back who I was really close with, but sadly he was far too mentally unstable and eventually he starting seeing me as purely evil demon (quite literally I think). I suppose I'm lucky in that I can take solace in much of the fallout being out of my control, but I still miss the guy and think of him fairly often. I don't know how the world is treeting you friend, but I hope you're managing alright enough <3

Hopefully for you the pain will lessen with time, and with a little luck and introspection you'll learn to be a better friend in the future. The self reflection is a sign that you're on the right track after all