idea: heyuri text paste + custom link service

also lounge is so unreadable in most of the themes. i like blue moon, its the only one that looks like a forum, having ui elements distinguishable from post content

2 years ago, I moved overseas, to a new country. In that time, I haven't made any effort to learn the language. I still haven't reliably learned to count to ten. That is because, I don't need to, to survive, and because, for some reason, the motivation to do so hasn't appeared.

Without getting into my life details, I moved here with no friends or family. Just a internet job. I spend most of my time in my home. But I'm not a recluse, I'm not autistic. In my home country, I held conversations just fine, I was even popular in high school.

My lack of learning the language means that I haven't had the small talk, that even NEETs are sometimes subjected to at the grocery store. No. I have been basically deaf and mute for two years. I have understood no one and no one has understood me. I awkwardly stumble through conversations, and leave as quickly as possible. Because of this, even a simple task like picking up medicine at the pharmacy is excruciating. That's why I am making this thread.

Today, when I went, the staff behind the counter really felt like asking me tons of questions which I couldn't answer, and my phone wasn't working either, so I couldn't translate. I could feel people staring and my face turning red.

It's been two years, and in this time, even a 25 second exchange with a clerk feels exhausting. I didn't mean for my life to be like this.


P.S.: The only times I have had conversations with another human being have been when I was on vacation outside of this country.

ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!

sitting in front of the pc no friends no nothing
i just want to cuddle with a girl

ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!

ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!

i'm sorry you had to find out this way but if you like futanari you're an homosexual

https://www.oecd.org/en/publications/pisa-2025-results-volume-i_73451bc5-en.html

Education performance continues to decline, with huge drops in reading

I think kids' reading skillz getting lowered is expected with how "obsolete" it's getting all around, but bad reading comprehension doesn't help with other fields either

I am deeply embarrassed and ashamed of my father. He never really spoke to me growing up, except when he yelled at me and chased me around the house threatening to "thomp" me. He suggested I kill myself when I was a teen. My mother has always been extremely maternal, and never enforced any discipline on me at all. Both my mother and father are quite stupid people to be frank.
I have essentially grown up without a father figure, and an overbearing and weak mother. Neither have given me any real guidance in life.
I am currently in my mid 20s and I still live with them, we live in a very rural location so it's hard to find work.
Sometimes I think my life is literally what hell would be if it were tailored just for me, the Internet is both a respite and a heroin which distracts me from trying to move out.

I just needed to get this out. I am suffering deeply

idea: add a "displayflag" thing for OP just like we have displayid and displayip

ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!

Reposting to see my cool shop on the top for those with thread watcher disabled.

>>195971
I suggest that the two imoutos look like this. (´人｀)

Today is my birthday (actually it was yesterday)

6 days and I'll have to give up NEETdom... mama never told me life without talent would be so cruel.

ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!

I game'd last night, and took very cool pictures of maps. Enjoy.

usagi~tan!

My ancestor

its not raining here anymore