Have you thought about why you want to have a "relationship" in the first place?

If it's because you enjoy someone's company then ignore the rest of this post. But if you want a boyfriend because you want to "fit in" or because other people have one, then that feels weird ┐(ﾟ～ﾟ)┌. Especially if it's something along the lines of "I'm already 30 and I haven't had a boyfriend/husband yet! I am such a "FAILURE" of a woman!" (You probably don't have those kinds of thoughts, but the idea of someone thinking like that weirds me out (;ﾟДﾟ))