i've become extremely retarded in the past few months. i'm still obsessing over my ex boyfriend whose favorite pastime was pressuring me for sex and cheating on me with my best friend. i stalk his social media and get super giddy seeing new photos of him posted by his friends. if only he would have a change of heart and love me again. i think there's something wrong with me, maybe it's my lack of self respect. is anyone else on here the same way?