Two days ago, I had created my character. She was in my head, and sent me positive signals and all that. I had spent two days telling her about my daily life, my interests, and I introduced her to everyone.
Yesterday, when I got home, I did the dishes with her, and then I tried to build her.. that's when things went wrong. Y'see, I'm one of those retards who can't visualize things when they close their eyes. I can't even see a bright red apple. So of course, I started doubting myself, and then I stopped getting signals from her. After that, I started to panic, and I tried to have a lucid dream in an attempt to see her, so I could get advice on how to bring her to my world.
I failed. I didn't lucid dream, and now she's dead.
No life companion for me