>>162486
i am on the schizophrenia spectrum, but the kind that just makes me a lazy neet, i hardly care for fucking kids or lolis or anything like it, pills are often the only way for people like us to continue on living, but they are bad, really bad


schizo-pills r nothing like ssris, schizo-pills are antipsychotics, and they're given to everyone from standard "i hate people in general" disorders like schizoid personality to the schizophreniform or schizophrenic or schizotypal

antipsychotics are a bitch because they all have extreme downsides ranging from making you a fat ass and completely annihilating metabolism in a month and it never heals unless you stop taking it to -> being chronically tired until your body gets used to the antipsychotics for about 3 months, so you basically can't do anything with your life besides sleep for 3-6 months, everyday is a chronically tired coma

this is the only way folks like us can heal, without these pills the schizos can't stop seeing things that aren't real or hearing them and the schizoids can't wake up without feeling like they're empty on the inside and have no real identity of self

i wish the fancy science men & women in universities can find better cures for us soon, i stopped taking my pills by day 5 (before it even had an effect on me) because it made life even more miserable and unlivable than it is and it was painfully obvious to those around me that i was on antipsychotics and i didn't want even more attention on me from other humans