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I decided not to do molly because I do not like withdrawals, it seemed a bit to scary. Also some guys say they burned their serotonin after regular use so bad they just wanted to die for weeks and months and nothing was pleasurable. I know it reportedly goes well with acid and how it works in general. But I fear it too much. I will not take joy for the next hours and pay that debt with extreme depression, fatigue and aches later.

My opinion probably is worthless since I never tried it. Stimulants kowai. I tend to rationalize beliefs rather than challenge them. I am only interested in nirvana and the boundary of psychosis as of now anyway!

I could hear my cat walking downstairs and tell exactly where it is and where it is going through a well isolated headset with very loud music without any difficulty. Surreal sharpness. And sight in general becomes very sharp too. I could easily see spaces between pixels on my 1440p screen from abour 40cm away. And night vision of sort is possible because you become so sensitive.

I also had my fumos for a company but their eyes were lingering so bad in the light from my screen. My subconscious was telling me they will jump and bite through my neck artery any time, so I threw them behind me and never looked at them anymore to forget about them :sweat:
I also feared the front of my Lay's pack for some reason, so I rotated it to its back and it stopped being as scary.

I promise that anyone taking a lot of psychedelics must hide all images of teeth, angry/threatening faces and skeleton/bones/skulls/organs/blood images (so no gore or anything reminding of mortality) at all cost no exceptions. Also hide and do not look at stuff that could scare a 5 year old kid like ghosts, demons, youkai, graves, etc. Do not at animal pictures, especially at predators like wolves or bears but also do not look at bugs, insects, reptiles and rodents in particular, but all animals in general. They will trigger fear to some extent. Also avoid illnesses and viruses depictions. Avoid ugly images, images with red eyes, do not look at your chandelier (REALLY), do not open and look into your closets and drawers and keep them all shut. At all cost do not listen to creepypastas, scary stories and such unless you want a an express ride to a psychosis. Be careful with looking at blankets and carpets, be careful looking at dirty things like your desk stained with instant ramen drops or if your screen is full of marks from sneezing. Select carefully what music you listen to and keep working joyous songs always at hand if hell starts taking over and drift away from it as soon as anything starts feeling off, do not seek source of why it is getting scary and change the train of thoughts as fast as possible. There is no going back if you react too slow. Remember than whenever you piss - you are not dying pissing pure blood! It felt quite scary :cry:
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