I hate being brown, don't get me wrong I'm not racist, there's a bunch of beautiful black and brown woman and men out there, but I'm not in their league,I have the worst combination ever: brown and ugly,I'm only racist to myself because I truly deserve it, Also I live in a darn country with the most brightest sun ever, there's no winter and rainy cloudy days barely last a few minutes before the annoying sun again to ruin my skin,every time I go out I look more brown, there's nothing I can do to stop it,I swear I would look better if I was white,I want to be white AHHHGHSHWHEHD