>>159203
"I had problems with court as a kid"
Trauma? Oh no, that is literally the #1 leading cause of schizoidism

"Having no filters when I observe normal people who mostly are themselves without much autoreflection feels blunt and raw and it weirds me out" it's a problem mainly when you start thinking with that mask on mentally when you're around normies, instead of just acting with it

"heyuri is the only place where I am open to be read like a book" probs not a good idea, niche altchans like this that have an established community are likely to end up on some YouTuber's shitty video after one of us does something stupid and major, and you'll probably have your unfiltered psyche on the Wayback Machine for all to see