>>159201
I had figured it out, thank you for concern

Though is that not how it works normally? I had problems with court as a kid once and it made me shut up and filter what I say for life. Having no filters when I observe normal people who mostly are themselves without much autoreflection feels blunt and raw and it weirds me out

I am fine with shutting up if I really am getting annoying, understandable
I always feel like I am trashing everything up when I share too much of my personal opinions, but I thought that openness is scarce and someone could use my views as a case study for common benefit, heyuri is the only place where I am open to be read like a book