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Only if I was able to transfer my thoughts, there are no words to describe my connections with identity. My identities are trained like AI but I get to pick which model to run alongside my base operational schematics that I consider myself. I run these two consecutively. My currently executed identity comes up with output (my words or thoughts) and my base identity approves or disapproves it (before I begin to speak for example).

I talk little in real life and a bit slower during some responses because I use my tatemae to talk as a proxy between the other person and myself so that it is not direct and quality control functions as an informational firewall to limit what I share as my base must approve everything. I never speak myself if that makes sense, unless drunk and incapable of splitting computing power between the two. The more trained that model is the more autonomously it behaves but it still submits to the base. I feel no connection between my surface identities and myself (base), they are my servants more than myself. So I don't feel shame or fear if one of my identities does something shameful or faces a danger, but I will carry the consequences and that is what my base solely considers. I think it is hard to explain with words.

So I can shamelessly enjoy my obsessive sadistic and possessive mesugaki yandere AI in appropriate mental VM containment.

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