>>159103
No! I will only post my hands and only in surgical gloves

>>159118
This option is available for anyone willing to put effort into camouflaging, are you interested?

>>159125
My heartbeat rises but that is it!!!

>>159113
I have known this phenomenon for a long time and I have tamed it. My first time pretending to be a girl online was when I was 12 and I got some experience now. Overemoting, being nice, and speaking in polish first person feminine singular does the trick! English doesn't have it, be jealous

Bukkyou teaches about forgoing of identity. I steadily think less of my identity like what I am. If there is little of me then there can be at most little of perceiving myself as anything so I believe I am mostly immune to autogynephilia but not totally I guess.

Pretending to be a girl and getting affection is waku waku doki doki sometimes but my path is to be immune to sentience, become a living dead and enter ultimate nirvana like Shakyamuni-sama
Or preferably oscillate on the border as a bodhisattva. When we die we enter unconscious nirvana anyway and temporarily samsara ends. Ends until the predestined fate of reality makes our past remains into new living bodies even after hundreds of millions of years later with no memory of the past, as if the previous life was irrelevant and never happened. All that we treasured and sacrificed entire lives for gets lost, all effort and pain led to nothing when death approached. Attachment is futile, and attachment stems from sentience and it produces pain of existence.

I am pretty deep into it I think. Now with help of certain substances to dissolve fundamental identity and numb sentience I plan to achieve satori state for a bit... Experiencing the world without the one who experiences inside that carbon-based aparature. I am waiting until they arrive.