Hey. So I had a shroom trip yesterday, and I feel as though I've been guided to try to write some mistakes I feel I've made on some online communities. My name is an unfamiliar name to most, because I wasn't a figure really do to my relative muteness, and I guess I'll start the apology with tying into that. I was a Heyuri mod, and Kolyma volunteer, but I really didn't participate to the degree I should have in various aspects of the community. I did not interact as I should have with the old Heyuri dicksword community as well as the IRC. I probably came across as standoffish to other Heyuri and staff and users. I truly did and still do love the community, I was just at the time an admittedly stunted sixteen year old extremely socially awkward young man. I should have spoken more in the community, and formed stonger bonds with other Kolyma members and Heyuri staff, Kaguya, Skyzzers, and Kuz though I don't know if he comes here anymore, I wanted to but just, could not think of what to say I was so damn awkward. Anonymous imageboards really were the only way I felt comfortable to fully express myself. Despite how I came across, I did think all of you were interesting and pleasant people to be around, I just was unable to reciprocate that pleasantness and I apologize. The main thing I apologize for abandoning both the community and what is now up.heyuri.net which I was supposed to maintain without a word. Simply put I was both overwhelmed in other life things and, this next part will sound ridiculous but, with all the drama, caused by various bad actors, the homepage incident with the hacking, I sort of got a bit of anxiety I somehow would get wrapped up which, was just illogical, unfounded paranoia, and I should have said so if I felt that way before stepping away. Still, I always have loved Heyuri, always will, may it prosper. Again, my apologies and may Heyuri live long...

- Nakura

ps. sorry for leaving the user fileboard creation script the trashiest piece of garbage ever it was almost all just executing bash via php, im glad its actually respectably implemented now

ps. i know i know is the most random, out of place post, five years later but, i will follow the wisdom of the ancient shrooms

ps. kuz if you see this still sorry for running sudo apt-get purge libc6 that one time, i do a lot of server stuff now and chuckle about the idiocy of that to this day