Or no drinking. I don't really like it that much anymore.

I was heavily drunk last time, over a month ago, where I thought it would be funny to chug down an entire glass of pure ethanol in an instant to random kids on the camera because it is a great idea. I was very drunk at that point, so I tried finishing it but couldn't, I almost puked after around 150ml but I managed to hold it in. I soon fell unconscious and only remember flashes of puking and my mom bullying me for drinking. I asked ChatGPT-sama the great sage and he said I almost killed myself for teh lulz and that I lived because I drank regularly as GPT calculated me to probably be at 0.4% blood alcohol content. Now I don't like drinking that much, sort of scary. I had to clean up the floor, lucky me didn't break the glass right in my face but right besides it (I assume). I still don't understand how is it possible that I didn't shred my hand. I wouldn't have been tripfagging here anymore had I finished that glass. I puked a few times when drinking and it was always suffering, this time though where I don't remember the suffering I don't mind it having had happened. This experience set my worldview on suffering of the unconscious or insufficiently conscious to grasp it and as a consequence lost empathy for them as I from my experience can't find it true suffering. It was never that bad, what I learned is not to drink pure ethanol in these amounts. I will do it again after exams probably. It always begins as a single beer :3