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I like philosophy. I spend a lot of time hopping between philosophy, history, language and culture. It is cool to know a lot on a lot of things. This particular knowledge explains a lot about the current state of the world. Around 80% of my watchtime is documentaries, 10% is tutorials and at most 10% is everything else. I call this kind of subjects "culture" and I passively am attempting to learn most of what is significant to the modern world. I think in the past people paid more attention to "culture". And my favorite part is folk beliefs that show the bare and naked thoughts of tens and hundreds of generations of our species explaining the enchanted world. Culture is the thing that combines separate human bodies into one shared body, very interesting. And we have new folk beliefs each year in modern times regarding modernity the same way that the ancients had beliefs about antiquity and antique things. They are very interesting too.

Another thing I do from time to time is very specific range of computer science regarding telecommunication, networking and cryptography all for the sake of the closest I can get to anonymity. I want to open an unregulated dumpster communication and data platform eventually. I have 5 spare computers I work on from time to time. I always end up unsatisfied with effects and end up wiping a drive and starting anew because I either abandon a project 80% finished or find a new way to do the project that is better and redo it to abandon at 80%. nyaoo2
I know I fail at anonymity by sharing this info but it is a risk I would accept. And I do backups on the millennial discs.

I like military and warlike things but not in the sense of learning every tank name but manufacturing items and substances related to it. Guns, tasers, knives, machetes, bows, other blades, poisons, explosives are all around my room. The things I wish to collect the most is the plague and one very specific undetectable poison that cannot be cured (only amputation might give you a chance if done immediately) whose completely microscopic quantity can kill a man. Amount the size of a single anther of cherry is lethal if the affected limb or organ is not removed immediately. You could fire a tiny ice bullet with it to inject into the dude to take him out within days. Recipes, schematics, anything.

And I like archiving digital things. I wish to have a huge library of digital content amounting at least to a petabyte, all gathered myself full of things that never were saved from becoming lost besides this one archive. Archiving stuff and converting them to digital no matter what their original state is. Sharing all for free. Everyone I know gives me their digital trash and books they would otherwise throw into trash because I pay for stuff and my collection grows steadily.

But none of them are things I truly like doing. I love nothing anymore. I burned out a few years ago and I lost track of time and reality. I still live in 2013 mentally and I remember nothing past 2016. There is no single person that would update me to the current times, and recent AI made me certain that my person will keep losing value even as a hoarder of digital things. I could never compete with computer that if unleashed could destroy me completely.
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