The replies are interesting but i feel like i phrased badly and u guys are under the impression i only care about appearance

I just feel bad when i see all the anime and manga that sounds cool but many i don't start because i'm not even done with my watch list. I don't know how the japs and otaku make it, is more what i meant

also for example I started fullmetal alchemist back when i didn't really care and stopped at around 10th episode. Now i forgot everything about it, if i want to start again i have to watch all again. It feels like i just wasted my time before, instead of finishing what i started and making memories. and many such examples...
sorry for the random rambling, i hope cool pics can make for it