>>144297
There is not a single event, but rather continuously being embarrassed as an child. I was allergic to milk and couldn't help but not shit in my pants. This happen a lot before my parents decided to do a medical check on me. But before any of this, I had felt deep shame, both from my sibling and people around me as they made fun of me. Time after time. My father was always frustrated and one time I couldn't help it and shit myself as we where out for a walk. We had to turn back home. I am not certain, as this is blacked out for me, but I was forced to wear a diaper, and i sort of was happy about it. There is more to this story but I will leave it out for now. Diapers are embarrassing, and I find it a huge turn on.