>>144260
Kind of a long story, and if you meet your own lady, yours will be different. I'll tell you mine though, because maybe you can glean something from it.

She wasn't actually my girlfriend you see, it was a situationship as it's known as these days. She had a boyfriend whom she was intent on marrying eventually, but he wasn't giving her very much attention at all and it was a long distance relationship, with a visit planned in a few months time and he had already bought his plane tickets. He was a moron and an asshole who didn't deserve her though, so I didn't feel guilty about our adultery. However one day, she did. She told me that she still loved him. She confessed to him that she'd been cheating. Now, this guy was some kind of MAGA type conservative fag, probably browsed the Donald Trump subreddits and /pol/ generals. And so it was very surprising to me when she told me that he had forgiven her for being cheated on, so as long as we broke up. Maybe cause I'm not black? Although she never mentioned if he had asked.

Anyway, I don't know what happened with them after we split up, but I have my suspicions. I never used soundcloud before but she demanded I get one so we could share music, and so I did. A while after all this I checked on it and saw that she had made a bunch of sad playlists. I think what happened was that he visited her, fucked her, dumped her, and left. After spending months in an LDR and getting cheated on (certainly not seeing his own fault in neglecting this angel) he probably decided to get what he could out of it and bail. So she was left feeling used and alone.

Looking back, I think, shouldn't I have seen that coming? Shouldn't I have warned her? We loved each other's company and I think we could have spent every day together until the end...