>>142722
The more detached from reality I get, the hornier I become. I often feel bad for my "depraved" sexual interests, and that deters me from getting really horny. I'll still beat off, but the orgasms are less intense, and the sperm ends up being less-gel like, and more like tiny watery cum puddles that don't even hit the floor, or my desk.
But when I completely let go of my IRL consciousness, boy oh boy, does the sperm start flowing. I don't even have big balls, but my entire chair AND plastic floor cover get drenched in sticky jizzumz~