Popped amphetamine with an energy drink a few hours ago. Now I'm gonna drink another and pack a nicotine pouch in my lip, even though I was just vaping and I'll probably keep vaping with it in anyway.

My heart is gonna explode before I'm 50, lul.

Unless the good Lord decides to keep me alive until the ripe old age of 90 as a punishment. I could see that happening. It's always miserable fucks that live the longest.