>>131128
>>131129
I believed the same until I learned how to overcome dissatisfaction.
I had planned running into a train but then I realized that my dissatisfaction was self induced.

If you two are honest consider watching this video, do not skip. I know his microphone was bad. If you skip you are emo by choice. If you don't skip and pay attention you will quit being emo this evening. Forget the religious parts, but the philosophy aspect is productive.

I wished to be something but lacked any motivation and never did anything from despair. Now I don't feel despair because in fact I don't have to achieve things nor not achieve things. I do not feel too attached to my fate and I never felt genuinely bad anymore. There is no reason to care about these things and so no reason to feel bad.

Killing yourself is not a way out. You will decompose, get absorbed into living things and rise again because you are attached to your atoms. If you cannot get your body dumped into space then you cannot escape it. It is more desired to learn to live accordingly until you respawn because you will respawn.

How to not feel bad:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHWIQzd8bVw&t=79

More:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryZp2UOobP8