I was now thinking about azur lane doushjinshi. What should I write in it? NTR or normal sex scenes, in both cases I feel I am satisfying different audience. NTR is for women because they like evil. Pampering and cuddling, etc is for men. But it's exactly split into two things that make me feel I want to add everything in that I want like full entire lord of the rings shit.
But I don't know about adding NTR, on one hand it is spicy but otherwise it is hurtful and personally spirtiually painful to write.
What God would do? I think Old Testament God would kill all modern women but that's just how I feel, so i was actually thinking of writing anti ntr story that will have like 3 pages but i dont know about it either. Maybe. Anyway, I just played another touhou and it gave me climax better than any sex. Holy shit, I wish I could explain how enjoyable it is to play. Incremental gaming can truly nudge ya mind and soul.