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After some thinking, I thought I probably suffer heavily from Aboulomania, which is in itself form of OCD. I always overthink stuff ever since I was born, but I don't know if my childhood background plays part in this. How would I even know whether I have made a choice of free will? Sometimes when I train I ask myself, especially when stretching, "okay is this enough, ... how long? Uh, is this enough now?... Is this enough?..." it becomes repetitive question that ruins my concentration. Because I am not sure "when to truly stop", I have no evidence of how many seconds should I stop after. I always used to do that thing where like if I was doing something competitive, I'd get confused by another man. Like, "uh... I am doing my best and winning but now it makes me feel frustrtated because I don't want to be asshole. But I also don't know why I am winning so when others start thinking of me as to way I am winning and telling me that something is wrong with it, my thoughts all become schizoid just like i can't concentrate anymore on indecisiviness." /endCOM
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