i remember when i was a preteen, around 9 to 11, id have crushes on fictional characters that were 5 or 7 or stereotypical shota characters like honey senpai from ouran highschool host club. to people on here that may not seem all to weird but for people in real life it is odd because its different age groups, like a child and a preteen. I never really grew out of the whole liking little boys thing and i find myself feeling bad about it often because i know its not normal. Was i just born a pedophile? i think it could also be the fact i was assaulted as a kid. i feel bad for being this way but i also don’t want to stop, heyuri!