I've always fantasized with VSED, though I'm a fat fuggg so I know it's not possible. It'll probably be a certain chemical I store under my bed for me.
I know where I could get a gun *right now*, but a bullet to the brain stem is too sudden and sudden is scary.
I found myself a lot calmer when I tried out the exit bag method and experienced death approaching slowly.
Of course I'm still here. Still making OC for Heyuri, but not for long, I hope.
No Hate 4 Heyuri though. I love this site.