>>193673
I've never had friends but I became fuckbuddies with a chick who I thought was really cool. She took my virginity and then kind of left me done and dusted after a few months.
Our interactions were strange. She's hyper-smart autistic, whereas I'm just a weird obsessive loser with hobby/collector fixations, with no experience with applied science or any knowledge of the real world.
I'm glad I lost my virginity because that was one of the things I was always beating myself up about, but sometimes I kind of wish I had stayed a virgin because it's ruined fapping for me in a way. (Not as in fapping doesn't feel as good as sex, but more like I can't stop thinking about our time in the bedroom when I pump off, and it makes me depressed.)